So Sad....

Today, i have a mix feeling. But, sadness dominated the rest of the feelings...entah kenapa...syahdu lak...mane tak nye...
huh...maybe because today, i went out early to work just to stop by at Petronas to buy some muffins for the APALOCMNG people...well, sounds like a few people, actually only 1...atas perintah duli yg maha hampes cik mem besar tu la....ikut sedap die je nak mengorder...anyway, i arrived at the petronas around 7.30am...then, rushed to the office...arrived at 7.52am...wah! soooo early...then, this morning, that DYMM asked ADM (who else have to go & buy it? of course, me la...) to buy Uncle Lim's curry puff. So, i went to Subang Parade (luckily Yeusri was around & he brought me there...no need for me to drive...yey!)...When i went back, i saw that DYMM sat together with my Sr + my other frens...They were all shouting for the curry puff! Inconsiderate...that;s what i thot just now...but, they dont know how i felt actually. Cannot blame them...only my Sr + that DYMM knows. Instead of going to their table in the pantry, i went straight to my desk with the curry puff. Then, i went to the reception counter...as usual...become the "jaga" for 30 minutes or more. I was sad, come to work, then go out to do work also, & come back, didnt take a break & stay at the front...i had no lunch break today...! I was almost going to drop my tears...heard my frens was laughing at the pantry - having their own sweet rest time & for me...i have to work!....in fact, every working day i have to sacrifice my 30 minutes of lunch break to be the "jaga" at the front...sad!sob...sob...sob...