Lucky - Jason Mraz & Colby Callait

sweet song - the lyrics are more or less like me & my darling...hahahahaah

Headache....oh, headache...

I was in "stone / gloomy mode" since....i dunno when. But, it;s getting worst from day to day. I think that;s the reason why i always having a headache. From once a month become bi-weekly become weekly become 1-2 times a week, now become almost everyday....today, i was having it this morning & now....huh!

the whole day i was like doing my work in front of my pc with my head laying on the desk....while thinking, "it'll be nice if i can close my eyes & doze...or...maybe, it'll be nice to stay at home & sleep....aaaaaahhh...." what a nice feeling!
maybe, i was too stress up thinking of getting a new job. i couldnt get a single job till now!...actually, i had a few calls...only that whether i got scared to answer it or other factors that align with it. Cold feet? yaaaa......i was like too scared to go for an interview - it;s like a syndrom. Like what i was having before working in Maersk!...hahahahaha....Then, the other factors that i mentioned align to the job is - salary...the work place (some in sg. buloh industrial area....really in 'ceruk' place loooorrr)....traffic....etc, etc, etc... *sigh*...headache....headache....
& there are sooooooo many things that i keep on thinking...
~ to settle my housing loan in Putra Perdana - RM11K
~ to settle my credit card - RM5K...
~ to settle my personal loan - RM4K
~ to sell my Viva...& buy perhaps a Virago for my darling
~ Isyraf's swimming class & english class
~ Idlan's playschool with the transport, etc, etc, etc
~ need to get a new laptop...current 1 is getting worst
~ need cash to start my biz...huh!
headache...oh, headache....

14/11/2009

14/11/2009 - it was my my 11th Anniversary together with my dear abg kopam AHA....
:-P ....seems like it was only yesterday "our grand" wedding was held in Segamat, Johor & in Bagan Datoh, Perak. Got sooooo many sweet & sorrow memories together with him.....hmmm....
Well....i got nothing given to him tho'...hahahaha...coz got no money...have to wait till i get my salary by the end of this month. Have certain things in mind :
1) Fishing reel - Abu Garcia RM390 (2nd-hand from mudah.com)
2) Platinum ring - thinking of getting a pair of it. So, both of us will be wearing it. Price abour RM1k each....Phew! (makes me sweat a lot when looking at the price...huhuhuhu...)
3) Watch - hard to find 'skin-friendly' watch. He's quite allergic to leather / rubber / metal strap. If i found 1 - the price will be more than RM1K...phew! Pengsan!
4) Found J.Bovier stainless steel ring. About RM60-100 per piece. This should be ok...Need to order for his size. & not too pricy. I can buy a pair....hahaha...
thinking of putting the ring into a ring box & send it over with own-made card & bought a love-shape cake. Have to ask adik-adik in AISB to help...hehehe...just to pass it over to him....or, wanna make more grand, ask the cake shop to send it over...! :-P
For me, i got my anniversary gift on 12.20am 14/11/09 itself. Got a big pinky bag with lots of love pictures on it. Havent thought of anything, but, when i openned it up, it was 3 pieces of lacy bras....huwalawe! Just what i need & on time to replace my existing bras tho'. Today, wearing the blue color - same color as my turquoise baju kurung. He said he likes this color. So, should be showing him this 1 today. This morning, he havent got the chance to see it....heheheheheeh....other color - brown & grey....hmmmm....