"Jaga" 25/5/10

"Jaga" during lunch time is not so bad lar...but, today....it;s really way out of line...i went out to find food. D refused to asked me / ignore me since monday morning...okey...what the heck! I dont mind...i can find my own food. Then, i went out at 12.02pm heading to Carrefour Subang Jaya. Bought tom yam + rice + omellette...Went down to Carrefour to look for ISOMIL Plus....if there;s promo, then i'll buy for 1 month stock.
I drove back to Maersk, had a race with Civic 1.8 on the way back (hehehehe....), & when i stepped in the office, saw those FIN girls + kath + 2 OPS lady happily eating at the pantry...The time already 5 minutes pass 1pm. So, i straight away kept my things at my desk, took my bowl & fork + spoon & my water bottle & straight to the pantry. Well, they asked me to sit with them...Which is fine with me...Talk a bit...Then, i started eating my food quietly + pretending nothing happened...since D always say that she dont care...so, why i shud care what she felt & think....
Then, finished eating, i saw my watch already 1.30pm. Kath & a few others are still there, havent going to wrap up whatever they started. So, i started to make a move towards the sink bowl, wash whatever needed & packed the rest of stuff, walked straight to the frontdesk. I didnt say a word. I hope they will feel guilty...but, seems that they dont...hump!!!

I'm still here...

Aku di sini...lagi...duduk di frontdesk...jd frontdesk manager...hahahaha...
Dah la suh aku duk sini...org lain syok2 keluar lunch...aku jenuh pk nak lunch ape...yg cepat, pantas, then leh duk sini...Cuba la bg kat aku menatang ni...yg letak kat kepala & telinga tu...kasik wirelessnye...sure aku hepi la...bg meja ni cantik sikit...huhuhhu....kasi aku nmpk glemer sikit duk kat dpn neh... Pehtu, bg le uniform canggih sikit...tailor-made kan...aku pun sukeeee sesangat...bg make-up set, anta pi training make-up neh...for sure aku suke....hmmm....ape lg aku nak merapu meraban ni ha...dah duk kat dpn mcm 'batu' je....
haa....nak amik gmbr la....gmbr frontdesk neh...nanti korang tgk ye...dlm facebook pun ade...huhuhuhu...

Aku Cuma Seorang Kuli-ketip

Sesungguhnya aku benci duduk di depan ni...jadi "jaga"...Tp, apa aku nak buat?
Aku cuma seorang kuli-ketip...Kerja2 ku sebagai Admin Executive...huh!...dipandang rendah oleh sesetengah org Maersk...depa ingat Admin ni keje senang...keje remeh...keje kerani je kot...sbb tu sesetengah tu pandang sebelah mate je, sometimes tak pandang langsung!
Menjadi kebiasaan kalau kami di Admin ni diperlekehkan dgn kata2 yg "menarik" / "sedap di dgr" oleh staff2 kat sini...diperbodohkan pun perkara biasa...tp most of the times, kami diam. Dept aku, cuma aku dgn Kath. Nita dah kene transfer ke 2nd floor. Jd Admin di sana. Kami dipecahkan...hmmm....tp, bl ada apa2, org carik Admin. Bende2 stupid pun nak tanye Admin. Ni lah dia...org2 yg pandang kami dgn sebelah mata...'bende2 stupid' + 'mende2 remeh' ni, dtg lah depa carik kami...tak sedar diri betul...! Sabar aje lah...
berbalik semula psl duk dpn ni...ye la...aku dgn kath je kat admin ni yg tinggal...oleh kerana die senior aku, maka akulah yg kene terpacak kat dpn ni bl receptionist cuti ke, sakit ke, emergency ke....dulu, ade 2 org receptionist. Sekarang ni tggl sorang sbb si Pakistani tu p terminate sorang. Dia tak pk consequences nya...die cuma pk, jimat company money & more money can go to his pocket...huh! (actually ni assumption kitorang la...tp mmg betul...secara x langsungnya...).
Aku terpaksa terima dgn tidak relanya...marah pun ade...kadang2 tu rasa kecewa la...dah duk kat dpn ni, ape lah sgt yg aku leh buat...mati kutu satu...sib baik la boleh link dgn internet...tp...aku kan...bukannye leh tahan lama wat satu2 mende tu...cepat boring! Takkan la seharian aku nak ngadap internet...bos nmpk, tak bagus...super big bos nampak, lagiiiiiiii la tak bagus...kalo konco2 or spy2 dia yg nmpk? bukan takat tak bagus, haru...tp leh mati dibuatnye...ye lah...org nye penyampaian tu kekadang exaggerating...melebih2...menjadikan kite ni mcm 'org x guna' + 'mcm sampah' laks...adeh!
Kdg tu...bukan kdg2...selalu...kecewa bl duk dpn ni sbb at least aku nye lunch break dah kene potong 1/2 jam...adil ke idak? org lain leh senang2 rehat 1 jam, sometimes smpi 2 jam...aku ni laks...dah la jd centre org nak menumpang kete beli food, mtk tlg aku p beli food, pehtu rush blk bawak food, p mkn - rush jg & terus p jd 'jaga' kat dpn sementara receptionist p break...tak demotivated ker camnih? Geram pun ade...
sedih pun ye...nasib..nasib...
Kalo nak tau, time keje is keje la...time rehat pun org nak kacau...time mkn...bukannye kire depa2 ni...as if Admin ni takyah rehat...tulah...kdg2 tu, kalo ade yg kacau time rehat, aku bg glaring lebih sikit mate tu kat org tu...kasik pandangan menusuk kalbu sikit...biar depa terperasan...hehehehehe....kdg tu bg expression muke tak puas ati...rasakan...huwahahahaha......bagus tak...?
lepas tu....aku tak tau la senior aku tu perasan ke idak...ataupun die saje buat2 tak perasan...time die break mmg cukup lama / panjang compare dgn aku...dah la aku bekejar belikan die food, blk die mkn sama...aku dah sudah mkn, die tak sudah lg...sembang tak habis, dgn gelak2 with other 'makan kaki'...frustrating la camni...aku takleh enjoy my lunch hour, takleh nak kasi perut aku rehat lps1 mkn, takleh nak tarik nafas tu kejap...huhuhuhuhu....
Dahla jd 'jaga' kat dpn...tp tu le...mana extra gaji aku for the extra work? Mane extra gaji aku for the extra time taken from my lunch break? Mane extra gaji aku sbb jd 'org suruhan' tak bertauliah....
Aku x suke...senior aku tau...bos aku tau...cuma...si Pakistani keparat perasan Royal kat Mesia nih yg otak letak kat lutut...tak pk ker? Kalu nak ikutkan, dah lama dah aku sue this company...senang2 jek...Tp, aku teringat CD yg ayang beli...ustadz tu ckp, sabar...ganjaran di akhirat sok teramatlah besar...aku marah?...ye..aku bengang?..ye...aku terima? yee....aku kecewa?...ye...aku sedih?...ye...aku redha?...hmmm...aku tgk pk2 ni...50/50 lagik...hopefully, akan dtg, aku redha 100%
:-I

Hopefully It's Going to Inspire Me...

Last 2 weeks, i found this blog by Husaini Ujang...quite interesting though coz this guy set his 90-day goal a.k.a limit to reduce his weight to....well...i havent finish reading it all yet...just reach his 31st day of using JDM5 & his dieting diary...hmmm...seems that he's easily able to reduce his weight & his mind can conquer his appetite & 'nafsu' from eating all those mouth-watering food. Yeah...sometimes he even eat those 'not-supposed-to-eat-food' as well but, the quantity is just enough to taste / itsy-bitsy / lose those cravings...really 'kuat iman' la this guy...& yeah...he's a guy...for most guys, it's easy for them to cut the fat compared to women...he just bike / brisk walk / jog for only about 30-40 minutes, he is able to cut at least 0.5 gram....that;s almost 2 pound rite?...well, i hope his blog could inspire me more...have to start back my JDM5 regime...& this time, must do it stringently...? hahaha....hopefully...& by the way, this guy managed to NOT HAVING EVEN A SPOON OF NASI for more than a month (according to what i read & where i stop reading just now...heheheh) Fuuhhh!...way to go man...salute!

I was too Angry Last Nite / Marah Tak Terhingga..?

Just because of 2-pc of jersy-material of tudung, i was too angry with him. He simply do things without thinking more. "Never care less" - this is what he is!....aaarrgghhh...!
I bought these tudung at Danga Bay Johor. RM25 each after negotiated with the owner. So, i bought 2 pieces coz much2 cheaper than in Shah Alam's price. The owner claimed that the front part (awning) of the tudung is specially made & when we wear it, the curve will follow the curve of our face.So, whenever we wear it, it;ll be perfectly nice on our face. Yes! It;s true & i am happy with it...Regret that i only bought for 2 pieces. Then, i care for it. I hang the tudung properly, even washed it properly & hang to dry in nicely manner so that the front-part wont break.
But, he simply take off the tudung from the hanger & lump together with the rest of other dry clothes on the couch. I was going to take it from the laundry area last nite, & i couldnt find it at all....! I already panic...i was afraid that he'll simply do things as i expected - lump & dump everything together...i didnt want to simply jump to conclusion so, i look around at the hanging ironed clothes area - didnt see any...i went back to the laundry area, twice - none. I went to the closet, also didnt c a single thing....arrgghhh!!!....then i went to the last place - dumping clothes at the couch....there it was...found both being lump & being seated at the bottom or dumped clothes.....i was really really really angry! I even shouted in angry & agony....why on earth does he did this to me! Why cant he think more? Why...? I've told him many times before that this tudung can be find at the SACC but the price is RM60-70 per piece. I;ve bought 1 at the PKNS, but, the front part is not the same. I even bought it at RM48 per piece & am not satisfy with it at all. Which part actually dont register to his head? Why dont he want to listen to whatever i told him? Why cant he care for more instead of care for less?????.....
The thing is :
@ i told him dozens of times about the price & quality which is actually hard to find. Those were sold at RM10 - 30 here is all fake
@ i am thinking of starting fresh next year bit by bit by wearing tudung to work, & collecting / buying a number of tudung specially this type, but he ruined it!
I am so damn angry!
He wanted me to wear tudung - that;s all he can think of!...He only want me to wear tudung but never care for other things - solat, puasa, zakat, etc etc etc was never being mentioned from his mouth! IT IS the other way round. I;m the 1 who ask him to do all these things. For me, i have to think / do by myself! You know what...sometimes i really call him a SHIT. (yaaa...sometimes i dont care the consequences during the end of the world coz i was really mad with him...i know it;ll be a BIG SIN...but, i was too mad! Though i never spell it out from my mouth only from my heart - it's still a big sin)
Sakit nye hati bila die dtg dekat semalam, lain kali basuh sendiri, gantung sendiri, angkat sendiri...balas balik mmg la basuh sendiri, gantung sendiri tp awak tu p angkat & campur dgn kain lain apsal? Kenapa angkat kalo tak reti nak jaga? Bengang...bengang...bengang....suruh aku pakai tudung, tp mende2 camni takmo tolong jaga...nampak sgt buat mende, sekadar lepas batuk tepi tangga takmo buat sungguh2....hidup hari2 pun bersepah...suke sgt menyepah...nak tolong pun dgn cara sepah die...walhal die dah nampak cara aku buat, teratur...menyenangkan dia aje...part ni mcm tak pernah masuk otak die...buat properly biar the next step tu tak perlu nak buat kerja 2X....part mana yg dia tak nampak...itu yg kadang2 keluar perkataan BODOH dari hati aku...dah lama being together pun takleh nak buat properly...so, hari ni aku malas nak ckp dgn dia...even sampai next week...target aku nak cukupkan tudung before year 2010. Kalau aku tak jumpa tudung2 murah kat sini, i might even drive to Danga Bay & buy the tudung. Pedulik apa....my car, my fuel, my Zing card...pernah ke selama ni die dgn rela hati nak sponsor tudung aku? Tak pernah sekalipun!...tanye pun idak, janji ape2 pun idak...pandai2 sendiri la...selama hari ni aku yg beli sendiri...duit aku sendiri...kalau dia ade bayar pun, itupun sebab aku mintak...mintak bayarkan...die pulak mcm la aku tak nampak bila die keluarkan wallet - muke tak ikhlas...mcm ni punye peel tp suruh aku pakai tudung? Mane aku tak bengang???? Nak beli baju kurung pun, nak kene mintak2 dgn dia...langsung tak pk or tak tanye aku perlukan ke idak....ape punye lelaki mcm nih...???? Sakit ati aku!...

Frens...?? In the Office...

Rather not to say that some of them are not frens but more to colleagues / co-worker...why?
Today, i was being left alone. Kath is on 1/2 day leave coz tomorrow is X-mas & she's taking the chance of utilising company;s benefit - 1/2 day FREE leave given by company on the eve of her celebration. It;s ok for me...Melina also on leave. She;s also celebrating X-mas...i can say that she;s a hard-core church activist...It's fine for me too...
So, i've stranded at the front-desk. Have to replace Melina;s place. Whole day long. Though i hate it, but, i have to do it. It;s HR people who asked SOS about this. So, whenever the receptionist not around, ADM have to back-up. They dont care whether we have to go the ladies, or need a 2-minute coffee break or need some food for lunch break or at least a 1 hour break or not...The thing is, somebody must be standing by at the front-desk at ALL TIME...repeat....at ALL TIME...i keep on cursing the 'one' from HR who ask this thing - Shireen Ng!....when i keep on thinking of this, to me, she;s like a bitch. Huh!
So, today....2 x-colleagues came over & ask Diyana & a few others for a lunch-out together at Subang Parade. Diyana did ask me (thru e-mail along together with other people...just sekadar berbasa-basi...hahahah) So, i said..."i have to be a "jaga" at the front. Sorry! i cant go...just "tapau" for me coz i am really hungry". I saw only a few names in the email not including 2 people who drives to work but, always want to 'tumpang' my car to 'tapau' food during lunch break. Then, i saw them walked out together with the rest of people...pegi makan, without even asking me whether i have food or i need food or whatever. They just go...Frust? yeah...They dont even care...When they need me, they'll look for me. When they dont need me, they dont even bother about me at all...huh!...& then, for most of the time during lunch break, they want to follow me because i drive. They dont want to drive coz wanna save fuel for their car...What a pathetic! As if i dont need to save anything for myself. At least if i want things, i try to get it by myself. Dont want to depend on others. Dont take advantage on others....They're good frens to me in the office? Naaahhh....they barely speak to me. As i said before, they dont care....!...aaarrgghhh...! Why i keep on seeing / dealing / getting these kind of people...Not that i think / feel that i am a perfect person...i am not...But, i try my best to do good to others, to be sincere with them...But, people are doing these things to me...how pathetic! & how frustrated....like my mom / my ustadz or ustadzah during shool days said, "if we do good to others, others will do the same to you or you will get good things in return"...seems like the value of sincerety, honesty & be good to others are going to be perished....

With You - Chris Brown

I have cold feet!

My job search continues.....after a few times of rejections without being called for interviews, at last, IKA (Asia) Sdn Bhd called me. It's supposed to be tomorrow (23/12/2009) @ 9am...but, then, i had cold feet few days back...then, yesterday until today i was thinking or perhaps feels uneasy of going there for the interview. My heart says 'dont go'...& i also felt that i shouldnt go. Why? I dunno....normally, i trust my heart & what i feel...for no certain reason but, in the end, i'll know something not good / got something good....hmmmm....
A few days back, i always have the feeling / phobia of sitting in an interview session specially in a room with many interviewers......huh! It;s actually torturing me! ....hahahaha...
then, yesterday i felt that i shouldnt go at all....Ayang yet to know about this...but, i think he'll be mad...hahaha....

Wish List d BDO...now turn to be d Malaysia...

Remember last time when i tell u guys about my wish list in Bandung? Seems like i dont bring enough cash / standby enough cash for shopping in BDO....tak cukup!....peerrgghh....
Things that i looked for : (hahaha....exagerate lak...betul ke eja nih?....) >< like this hahahaha....but, actually >< like this la...
, & even looked for this for my beloved 'atok' tu la...utk sape lg kan.... ....
for those clothes, yg tensionnye coz i couldnt find my size...chet! For that watch, i found it, but the price....fuuuhhh...! Quite expensive...almost 1m...hahaha...not in million ringgit malaysia...but almost 1million ruppiah...almost RM500 gak le...i only bring IR1.4million....hmmmm
So now, it'll become my Wish List in Malaysia...saw my payslip yesterday. Only 1 month bonus....huh! Frustrating, but Alhamdulillah....at least ade gak salary & bonus rite...Bonus base on KPI, yet to be evaluated la...this 1 will be in February 2010...& will be conpensated in April. (I am trying to calm myself on this...asking my heart to wait for it...if i go now, i wont be compensated for that at all...arrgghh...!!!)
So, need to shop for this later...have to budget, of course...& dunno yet whether i can get all these things by this year...wanna know my new wish list? Here it is :
1) GUESS watch for him & for me...(it;s actually got some sentimental value...got this watch after a few date with him...it was a pair - 1 for him & 1 for me)
2) need to decorate my house...now waiting for the kitchen cabinet to settled. others - guess have to wait for their turn...huhuhuhuh
3) need to re-personalised my personality....this 1 will be a surprise to lots of people...hahahaha
4) need to buy a treadmill....have to work-out from home. cant go to the gym anymore...need lots of time like last time...& i need to sacrifice a lot of things too - money + time
5) need to find a new & secure job....
6) i want to register for language class...perhaps Japanese...?
7) need to contact suppliers & actively doing my online biz...
8) Haj by the age of 35...hopefully can do this...but, i cannot quit from my job then.../ stay working, not being a housewife
9) a lot of things la.........aiyoyoyoyoyo....

hmmm....???.....

i just wonder how can a person dont care about other's feelings? they dont care how they deliver the things to others as long as their work is done. "dont care...dont care...dont care....as long as my work is done!"
hmmmm....isnt it working in the same company specially within the same department needs everyone to being cooperative, tolerative, understanding, & at least 'have-a-heart' attitude...?
*sigh!*

Lucky - Jason Mraz & Colby Callait

sweet song - the lyrics are more or less like me & my darling...hahahahaah

Headache....oh, headache...

I was in "stone / gloomy mode" since....i dunno when. But, it;s getting worst from day to day. I think that;s the reason why i always having a headache. From once a month become bi-weekly become weekly become 1-2 times a week, now become almost everyday....today, i was having it this morning & now....huh!

the whole day i was like doing my work in front of my pc with my head laying on the desk....while thinking, "it'll be nice if i can close my eyes & doze...or...maybe, it'll be nice to stay at home & sleep....aaaaaahhh...." what a nice feeling!
maybe, i was too stress up thinking of getting a new job. i couldnt get a single job till now!...actually, i had a few calls...only that whether i got scared to answer it or other factors that align with it. Cold feet? yaaaa......i was like too scared to go for an interview - it;s like a syndrom. Like what i was having before working in Maersk!...hahahahaha....Then, the other factors that i mentioned align to the job is - salary...the work place (some in sg. buloh industrial area....really in 'ceruk' place loooorrr)....traffic....etc, etc, etc... *sigh*...headache....headache....
& there are sooooooo many things that i keep on thinking...
~ to settle my housing loan in Putra Perdana - RM11K
~ to settle my credit card - RM5K...
~ to settle my personal loan - RM4K
~ to sell my Viva...& buy perhaps a Virago for my darling
~ Isyraf's swimming class & english class
~ Idlan's playschool with the transport, etc, etc, etc
~ need to get a new laptop...current 1 is getting worst
~ need cash to start my biz...huh!
headache...oh, headache....

14/11/2009

14/11/2009 - it was my my 11th Anniversary together with my dear abg kopam AHA....
:-P ....seems like it was only yesterday "our grand" wedding was held in Segamat, Johor & in Bagan Datoh, Perak. Got sooooo many sweet & sorrow memories together with him.....hmmm....
Well....i got nothing given to him tho'...hahahaha...coz got no money...have to wait till i get my salary by the end of this month. Have certain things in mind :
1) Fishing reel - Abu Garcia RM390 (2nd-hand from mudah.com)
2) Platinum ring - thinking of getting a pair of it. So, both of us will be wearing it. Price abour RM1k each....Phew! (makes me sweat a lot when looking at the price...huhuhuhu...)
3) Watch - hard to find 'skin-friendly' watch. He's quite allergic to leather / rubber / metal strap. If i found 1 - the price will be more than RM1K...phew! Pengsan!
4) Found J.Bovier stainless steel ring. About RM60-100 per piece. This should be ok...Need to order for his size. & not too pricy. I can buy a pair....hahaha...
thinking of putting the ring into a ring box & send it over with own-made card & bought a love-shape cake. Have to ask adik-adik in AISB to help...hehehe...just to pass it over to him....or, wanna make more grand, ask the cake shop to send it over...! :-P
For me, i got my anniversary gift on 12.20am 14/11/09 itself. Got a big pinky bag with lots of love pictures on it. Havent thought of anything, but, when i openned it up, it was 3 pieces of lacy bras....huwalawe! Just what i need & on time to replace my existing bras tho'. Today, wearing the blue color - same color as my turquoise baju kurung. He said he likes this color. So, should be showing him this 1 today. This morning, he havent got the chance to see it....heheheheheeh....other color - brown & grey....hmmmm....

Silent Cries...

Just now i went thru my FB. Suddenly i found some new pictures...pictures from a PPP fren which i went for studies in PPP/ITM last time for ADP II Program. I was... i almost wanted to cry...these are the frens that been struggling together for future live in reality world. Not to mention who cheated in almost every exam, pop-quiz, plagiarized paper works, etc...etc...etc... I;m in a mixture of feelings actually, till i dunno how to write these down. Those who cheated during uni time actually graduated. Except for me, who did not want to get involve with those things. Who play safe...Who wanted to play honest & truthful...who wanted to be fair to other students who actually studied.... But, now...look at where i am & where they are...i'm still struggling in live...but, they simply can live with great jobs & lives. Don't they fell guilty? Guilty for doing such things during their uni days? Guilty of cheating. Guilty of making the grading become higher of their so-called "great results" & the consequences were being borne by other students who play fair? & why me...? One of the people who have to go....?

I'm Yours (with lyrics) - Jason Mraz

Nice & cute song...!

My Wish List in BDO... :-P

Hey!....of course i got a wish list...but, dunno whether can fulfill everything or not...i'm not just going to buy stuff for me & family but, also to find stuff to sell back in Malaysia...hahahaha......cant wait to get there & shop till i stop...dont wanna say shop till i drop...later, i cant come back to Malaysia, it'll be a haru-biru a.k.a. naya case...! hahahaha
Abang's stuff - adidas sport shoes + levis jeans + polo t-shirt
Idlan & Isyraf's stuff - football jerseys & cant imagine what other cute2 stuff that i can get there...
For me - handbag, sport shoes, high heels, formal attire, blouse, jeans & t-shirt of course!
For sale - handbag, kain, might be telekung, t-shirt & other other gud stuff that i can sell back here in Malaysia....

BDO, Here I Come....!

Yey...! Tomorrow afternoon i'll be leaving to Bandung & returning to Malaysia coming Sunday....hope to have a fun & fruitful journey there....Amin! Insya-Allah...
Frens, pray for me - doakan ku selamat pergi & balik.... :-D

From Rental House Becomes My House

At last...the long awaiting from banks have been answered. The loan being approved by MBSB. Today, had the documents a.k.a S&P signed. But, only get for RM117K instead of RM130K. *sigh!* Seems that we have to pay extra cost for the house for at least a year, then, will start applying for another bank with cheaper rates. There goes my dream of having a dream home....! *sigh!*

Ajak2 Ayam vs Ajak Betul...? # II

I received a phone call yesterday from a long lost (so called la...) classmate of EDQM II...the course that i took from SIRIM (it;s actually a JV of SIRIM & UTM)...surprisingly she asked me whether i want to join them for the year's graduation...hahahahahahaha! Last time she called me to join her for project discussion...but, hampeh! Betul2 mcm hampeh!....she promised me with a lot of things, but, at the end, habuk pun tarak!....aaarrggghhhh.....
Remember last time, i even take a leave just to meet up with & discuss on the outstanding paperwork. When the time comes, i went to her house, i called her & she didnt even pick up my call. After several attemps, then she picked up the phone & say sorry + she;s sick. I was really angry & cant even say a single word & i hanh up. That's the last time i spoke to her & ever deal with her.
When i received her call yesterday, i was quite shock. & the way she handled her phone was very rude. I gave her some hints + being sarcastic to her...i think she was trying to say i dont understand & was berlakon dont even know about it...huh! I would rather say "what a f*&%^^$%*&&*^ lady she is...." Harapkan bertudung je...tapi, perangai...nmpk baik, tp perangai....Allah shj yg tahu.... *sigh!*

Ajak2 Ayam vs Ajak Betul...?

I was sitting at the reception counter as usual..(with a face like a lazy cat!)..My frens having their own sweet time at the pantry eating their food while i have to wait for at least 30 minutes to have my lunch. Seems that Melina take about 45 minutes to come back. With my stomach grumbling for some mercy - i want food...i want food....though my only food for lunch are only fruits.
Then, Asma & Sheline came out. Asma came out first & ask me whether i want to join them for KFC (again...?)...i said no coz i thot only both of them r going out. If i join them, what will Kath say? So, i stayed. A few minutes later, Kath came out with Davin & D....huh? she walked straight to me & ask "we want to go for KFC. U want to tapau anything?" haaa.....& then, she quickly went to the door. It;s just to at least said what she has to say & asked what she has to ask. That;s all. & i realize now that, if i go with them, 1 car wont fit for 6 people...they're all 5 d. How can i go together with them....sigh...now i know...."real" frens or "true" frens...