Monday, August 24, 2009

Searching is STILL On...


Found a job in Sudan - Khartoum. Same place as Iceman. Of course la different company. Tho' the job title is lower than now - Document Controller cum Admin Assistant, it's ok with me if they're paying me well + other benefits.
But, a few things i have to consider if they decided to choose me :
a) The salary they'll offer - is it a lump sum amount, which they only covers
a few benefits & the rest will be under my own expense or they offer me with
low salary & covers all benefits or they offer me quite reasonable salary
with 50-50 coverage of benefits
b) Culture - I know their ground rules towards expats. Those which i search in
the net only mention non-Muslim expats. What about Muslim expats? Do i have
to wear the abayas like their ladies? Or is it up to me as long as not
showing my cleavage, wear something loose (loose pants + shirt), shirt /
blouse must be 3rd quarter or long sleeve. This is their sudanese woman : & this is their Sudanese Man :
c) The house rental there is about RM12K per month for a 2-room apartment. I
havent found studio type or 1-room apartment yet. Hope this 1 will be
covered by the company & hopefully they'll give me the semi-furnished type
d) Utilities cost.
e) Annual Leave given i.e Home Leave - is it going to be once a year or once
every quarter of the year
f) Other benefits - sick leave, medical & dental coverage, allowances, OT,
pilgrimage, emergency leave, etc...etc...etc...
Hmmm.... i was thinking this morning. I am prepared to go there. Whatabout the company itself, do they prepared to send a woman to Sudan? How about my family??? Are they well prepared?........

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Long Time No Hear, Gals!

hmmm....where are u guys hiding? we've been quite some time not get in touch...
any news? good...bad...so-so...? new job? just married? new boyfriend? new boss? new gadget? .... dah lama tak G.E.B.A.N.G rite...

French Kiss - Dream A Little Dream Of Me



Dream a little dream of me...lalalal.....hatiku berbuai...aaaaaaa........

Kevin Kline - La Mer

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........................!!!!
i've been looking for this song & the rest of the French Kiss songs....aaa....where i can get the CD? It'll give back all the memories...

aaah...it makes me 'fly' high in the sky...how lovely...! :-)

Soul Asylum - Runaway Train

Missed the good ole days in PPP/ITM...where i was struggling so hard to be among the best...where the pressure from mys sister was damn burning high...where i was trying to satisfy each 1 of them... where i dont have much frens - my sister chose frens for me...??!!!!...where i was not comfy to stay at her home due to her jealousy towards me & her hubby...where frens runaway from me because i was thinking so much how my sis' felt not what my frens felt...where i was being heartbroken...where everything seems to be on my shoulder until i couldnt bear it anymore... & in the end, i become like a runaway train... :

Hope i can go back to this time....where i should fight back to whatever my sis said to me...should fight back on what she was trying to control me & with who i was with...should accept my frens as how they accepted whoever i was...should tell my mom everything...should think about myself & how i feel instead of whatever she feels...should voice out about her jealousy & make her realize that i have no feelings toward her husband....should be mature on handling all these...but, to whom shall i rely on? i have no 1 to offer me a shoulder to cry on...
Now, i live in regrets..

Celine Dion - Pour Que Tu M'aimes Encore

Listen to the message said..."it's about some1 that u love so much"
Tell u the truth, this song makes me cry & remembers 'The One' every time i hear it. How heartbroken i was...How i miss him...

I am greatful to what had happenned to me & what i have now.
I believe that God will give back during the after world whatever that i cant get in this world. & he is 1 of it. Insya-Allah...

Lenka - Dont Let Me Fall

Love it!
C.U.T.E :-P

Mariah Carey - Obsessed

Lenka - The Show



S.W.E.E.T!

Monday, August 17, 2009

My Biggest Loser...???


What shall i do? Day in day out, as if i'm not doing a lot of things. I dont cook everyday...i dont wash everyday...i dont mop the floors everyday...i dont dust everyday...i dont iron clothes everyday....the things that i do everyday is clearing all the mess that Idlan & Isyraf do...i make up the beds everyday....i ensure all the things at its place everyday...i pack Isyraf's food for his long hour school...i pack Idlan's stuff as well....these are the things that keep me move everyday...

I cook only a few times a week...wash about 3 times a week....mop the floors about twice a week....dusting once a week...sometimes i iron clothes only once for the whole week supply & sometimes it'll be 3 times a week...no matter whether i do a lot of things or less things daily, i will not easily sweat....weird tho'....what shall i do???

Now i am thinking of doing something else...as an additional to what i do everyday... : Exercise at home - perhaps lunges, pilates, abs & arm exercise or line dances...

But, 1st thing 1st...before i can start doing all this, i need a few things to be done... :
a) Wash 1 of my sport shoes so that i can use it inside my house
b) Find another gym mat - Reebok perhaps...the 1 that i bought from Giant (RM29.90)
is not worth at all...Looks thick, but it;s actually a low quality sponge. When i lay down on it, it;s like lying down on the floor with a thin cloth between me & floor. What a waste! Cost buying the Reebok gym mat is about RM60
c) Buy a gym ball together with the CD. Also the cost is about RM60
d) Take out all my old yoga / exercise pants + gym socks...these are not only for indoor exercise, but, also for my outdoor exercise (basically just walking up & down the stairs...hahahah...hei...my house is at 10th floor...
(hahaha...wish could have these bumps & this sexy pants)
e) I should spare a pair of sport shoes in my car. Whenever i arrive home, i should take the staircase instead to climb up to 10th floor...hehehe... :-)

Hope to be 1 of this :

Attemps to Buy a House


I was trying to buy a house since last 10 years. But, by looking at my financial situation i.e salary, i wont have the chance. The house cost is much much more than my buying power. I didnt have side income. Only depends on the salary, annual increment, bonuses, allowances & OTs. Yet, it was not enough. The house cost increases much faster compared to my income - yearly basis. Made me unable to grab a dream home.....
Within that 10 long years, i planned for increments. I add my workload. I changed the process. I reduced redundancies. I eliminated a few steps. In fact, every single long work that i had to do, i changed it into more effective & efficient way. I registered almost everything into Kaizen or OPI or QCC just wanted to prove to my x-boss that i'm good! I was actively get involved in many activities / projects held by the dept. But, it seems that he & she didnt even saw it. They put all those things in their KPIs & appraisels, i was the 1 who did it, but at last, it became theirs...what a pathetic!... ....& so, there goes my dream home with my dream future & pathetic attitude boss + superior...
So, i seeked for a new job with a lot higher salary. It was a definite decision to leave them & the company behind. It;s time for me to move on...
When, started to work here, i thot i'll be able to buy a dream home. But, it seems that the value of my dream home keep going up & up & up much faster than what i earned. Makes me feel frustrated again!
The 1 that makes me heartbroken is a house in Kemuning Utama. Booked a house there, even paid the d/payment, but, bank wont give us the loan!....aaarrgghhh...!!!!!
Then, with 1/2-heartedly, i booked a house in pinggiran USJ, with low price directly from developer.....again, frustrated!...Only MBSB granted a loan with additonal RM20K to be paid to developer or get another NAME to be part of loan acquire....At last, cancelled the purchase...
Then, saw the Mutiara Anggerik at Section 15. Intended to buy it (14th Floor), but, the same thing happenned again. Already have many commitments. So, bank wont grant a loan......
Then, something happened that made me have to move to Kondo Sri Pelangi at Batu 3. The owner offered the house to us about RM113K. Still waiting for loan to be approved. . Should be no problem to purchased it. Coz the purchase price is less than RM250K. Hmmm...actually i dont hope for anything... :-(
Then, went to see the Subang Andaman. Booked it also. The intention is to get both house in hand. 1 will be as a future investment. 1 will be own occupied. Hope to get this 1 also...hmmm.....
Now u guys know, how many attempts that i did to get a dream home... :-l

Ramadhan is coming....


Ramadhan is coming....Ramadhan is coming...yeyeyyeyey!
Am i prepared? Not really....just eat lesser (ya! i am on diet, remember...?)heheheh...cant wait for it to come, coz having "puasa" at the office is the most challenging at the moment. Well, i work with non-muslims. & we have 2 pantries at the office + microwaves. FOr those who "tapau" food from home, of course, will be reheating their food using the microwave. & the smell....aaaarrgghh....! Sometimes tempting...sometimes make my stomach growling...hahahahaha....!

Friday, August 14, 2009

My suchnsuch09.blogspot

I am trying to create an online biz - suchnsuch09.blogspot the name. Still learning. Trying to sell anything. But, what i love most is the swarovski crystal. Still gathering info, how to make it visible / popular to others, trying to gather some pictures on the net or off-net, soooo many things to do...it;s not as simple / easy as what i thot. It's hard actually. I'm trying my best to update it all & might introduce it to my FB frens. I think this is 1 way of making it happening...
Hope frens, pls help me...make this happen. This is 1 of the things that i wanna do...

5th Day on JDM5

hmmm...i was trying to update this blog yesterday & this morning from my office, seems that there were errors. I typed...typed...& typed...but, at the end, unable to save it...arrrggghh...!
Now, it's a gamble...seems ok...hope so.
3rd day of using JDM5 - i weigh myself & frustrated. No gain & no lose. No change at all! Not even a single 0.1 pound...???
Maybe i'm full of pact fat...or compressed fat...hahahaha! That's why it;s so hard for me to lose weight & in the end become frustration. This morning, i weigh again. Wallah! I lose 2 pounds....hoooreeeyyyy...! i almost jumping & down in my bedroom then, i realized i'll be late for work if i keep on wondering & smiling...hehehehe
My target is to lose at least about 20 pounds...which is equivalent to 10kg...sounds realistic for the moment, isn't it?
Wish to have this body...hahahah...

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

2nd Day with JDM5

This regime needed me to :
! take breakfast - 1/2 of the normal portion
! drink a lot of water - of course plain water
! stop eating / drinking (some dealers urged users to drink water)2 hours before
consuming JDM5
! lunch - drink JDM5 with about 500ml of plain / cold water
! once finish, do not consume food / drink (maybe) for 2 hours
! drink lots of plain water
! dinner - eat 1/2 of normal portion before 8pm

for breakfast & dinner, i have no problem with that. I even sometimes don't eat at nite
According to Nurul, i cant even take plain water
2 hours before & after taking JDM5. This 1 i really cannot tahan at all...!!! Aaaaaaa....i'll be dead of dehydration. I need liquid...to move on...hehehe...Well, i follow what my dealer said & i remembers what most docs said about drinking plain water & dieting. Definitely i'll take glasses of water. If not, i'll be easily getting a fever.
A few minutes after drinking JDM5, i'll be going to the ladies like every 15-20 minutes...i drink glasses of water of course. I'll be so damn thirsty!

& the water that comes out are as much as what i drink...hahaha...hopefully it works for me. It;s like a flushing activity....
Then waiting to the end of the day, is like waiting for durian to ripe & fall from it's tree...i'll be a bit hungry. Till 7-8pm, i'll be sooo hungry...but, as for yesterday & today, i didn't eat much. Thank God!...but, i have to replace / make my stomach feels full by drinking a lot of water...
I am hoping...hoping...hoping that this time, this regime is working for me... fooohh...!

Monday, August 10, 2009

Now It's Jus Mate 5

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Hihihihihi....last nite was my first time of drinking JDM5 that was being promoted by my sisters & their frens & also Nurul....better to try than do nothing, rite?
hmmm...the taste was really lite compared to Herbalife & Totalife. Got some acid nitric & also orange flavor. It mentioned that it has soy extract. But doesnt taste much....I have to drink it with about 500ml water. Wow! That;s a great lot of water actually to be drinked at 1 time....hmm...because of the taste is quite lite & i've tasted other brands which are much2 thicker, for this 1, i dont have any problem with it.
Hungry?
No...
Thirsty? <
Like usual...
Toilet....
also like normal...
Let's wait & c la...
How i wish to have tummy like this!

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Blogging - +ve Thing 'bout It

Found this on the web :
Why Blogging Is Good For Your Career
By Anthony Balderrama, CareerBuilder.com writer
Right now, "microblogging" is the technological term du jour. Twitter this; Twitter that. For some reason, once somebody created a Web site that told us we couldn't type more than 140 characters, we couldn't resist the challenge. It's as though we were dared to share our most inane thoughts. The birth of the pointless Tweet was born, also known as "I'm eating string cheese and watching reruns of 'ALF.' "But remember a few years ago, when "blog" was the word you couldn't escape? Magazine covers were devoted to blogs. What does "blog" mean? Is it going to kill traditional media? Who should be blogging? Why do we care what you're blogging?

Now, blogs are something more akin to traditional (but still new) media. They're not on par with The New York Times or CNN in terms of reputation, but each of those news agencies has its own blogs. And over the last few years, especially during the election, blogs played a major role in breaking news stories and motivating groups. Corporations now have them to connect with customers. Blogs are here to stay.

So the question is: Do you have one? If not, you might be missing out on a valuable boost to your career.

Why would you possibly want to blog?
In an already crowded blogosphere, why would you want to be just another small fish in a huge pond? Adrienne Waldo thought the same thing before she started her own marketing blog, Ask a Millennial. But once she started to post, she realized people were reading and interested in what she had to say. It helped her freelance career and she believes it can help others, too.

"Especially for someone just out of school, a blog is an excellent supplement to a résumé," Waldo says. "It serves as a sort of enhanced writing sample because it allows employers a unique look at your personality in addition to seeing that you can, in fact, write. It also shows that you're tech-savvy and motivated -- both extremely important qualities to have in today's job market."

Of course, your blog won't be an asset to you if it lacks direction and attention. Waldo suggests beginning bloggers set goals for themselves.

"A blog can be useful for countless reasons, so it's best to decide for yourself what your purpose in starting it is," she recommends. "It's certainly fantastic for both visibility and staying current in today's market, but how you position it is ultimately going to determine how it works for you."

A good blog can work for you whether or not you're employed. But a blog written by a job seeker desperately seeking a paycheck will not get you much traction. In fact, blogging is like many other traditional job seeking tools, says Lauren Milligan of ResuMAYDAY, a résumé writing service.

"Just like networking, blogging and developing a following should start when you are employed, rather than when you are in panic mode," Milligan cautions.

How do you present a blog to employers?
New media are proving to be a great tool for job seekers, employees and employers. Facebook, Twitter and blogs are increasingly become common ways to find jobs or recruit candidates. But the rules for social media are still mostly unwritten, and you might not know how to prove you're both technologically proficient and professional. Milligan says you absolutely can do both, it's just all in the presentation.

For clients, Milligan often inserts their LinkedIn addresses in the contact section of the résumé. She suggests doing the same with your blog address. Another option she recommends is to include a mention of your blog in your career summary statement. But if neither feels right for you, feel free to bring it up in the interview.

"A common interview question is, 'What makes you unique from other candidates?'" Milligan says. "A great -- and unique -- answer would be, 'One thing that may set me apart from your other candidates is my ability to introduce a dedicated and loyal following to your company. For the past eight months, I have authored a blog that has over 2,000 readers on a weekly basis. This blog is dedicated to trends, leaders and advancements in our industry.'"

She also recommends pointing out that you have been and will always be respectful of your past employers and that your goal is about making connections. If you can put the emphasis on your growth and how it will benefit the company, while simultaneously proving it's not a place for you to vent about annoying co-workers, you'll make a good impression.

"As an employer myself, I assure all job seekers that this would weigh heavily in a candidate's favor," Milligan says.

Both Milligan and Waldo stress the importance of knowing your limits. You don't have to be an expert to write a good blog -- and pretending to be one will only turn off readers. Being humble and showing humanity will pay off for you.

"Anyone can be a good blogger with the right dedication and motivation," Waldo says. "You absolutely do not have to be an expert, but if you're not, don't pretend to be. That will get you in trouble. I recommend writing about something you love. It doesn't have to be career-related. As long as you are passionate about the subject you cover, that will come through in your writing and people will enjoy your blog."

Anthony Balderrama is a writer and blogger for CareerBuilder.com and its job blog, The Work Buzz. He researches and writes about job search strategy, career management, hiring trends and workplace issues. Follow him on Twitter at twitter.com/abalderrama.


I think there are pros & cons of revealing your blog' name to potential employers. It's a good thing for the employers - they'll be able to understand u by reading our blog. they'll able to evaluate u before calling u for interview. Cos job is not just u can do the work but, also your real capability, personality towards others, attitude, impression & u, yourself. But, if the idea of the job searcher is to impress employers, they'll only write good things / good ideas in the blog. This would be bias. U dont reveal the real u. & i think it;s the matter of honesty.


Hmmm...i dont think i want to reveal my -ve / bad side of me to others. I would like to keep it to myself only...or else, the potential employer might run away...!hihihihi.... :-P

Shocked to Hear This! :-o

I was online last nite with a long-lost fren from Skype.

He is from Malaysia too. He's the 1 who've tried to break record by driving Proton Satria around the world. If i'm not mistaken, he couldnt finish the journey due to visa / permit problem from China / vietnam...i think...i cant really remember...but, he got stucked at that country for a couple of days. Couldnt go thru but may turn back...anyway, he's proud that he got the chance to be the main highlight of that journey - 1 of Malaysia Boleh missions!
Last time he worked in Putrajaya as a quiantity surveyor. Now, he's working in Dubai. A nice place to be & the place that i was trying to go since 1.5 years ago...Ahaks...! He told me that Dubai nowadays is not in good shape.

Most of the economy, biz, etc are relying on US. Most expats left / have to return to their home country due to economic down-turn. Expenses there are quite high! The famos bujr dubai is left with many expty spaces for many2 floors.

He sais he's lucky that he's still have a job there. He has a permanent job in Dubai. Only those who is in job-contract or giving lots of trouble to the company will be terminated / sent back to their home country.
I'm glad that i hear about this now. I might be postponing my job search for the moment....But, i'll be keeping on searching there or in any other UAE countries. I believe that this down-turn economic wont linger forever. It's just a cycle like every 10 years once....? Perhaps...