So, let's continue with this spooky business...
Story #2 : When i was in PPP/ITM, i always being disturbed by this 'unseen thing'. I was sharing room my fren Paddy. Seems that she didnt have any trouble & nothing disturbed her on that time. It was only me. I put 'ayat' at my bed (head) & i put the Yassin under my pillow before i go to sleep.
The thing was, this 'thing' always 'sat' on my chest & makes me unable to breath or move or fight when i was asleep. Almost every nite this 'thing' did the same thing on & on & on....I always fought for it - recite Quranic versions like Ayatul-Qursi (the famous versus that make all type of ghost run away. Sometimes it worked. But, most of times, it didnt worked at all. All i can do was fight with my strength to wake up, sometimes i moaned sometimes i shouted. Paddy had a few chances to see me sleep while fighting & all she can do was to wake me up. Yes, i was freaking tired after that. That 'thing' really didnt let me bizarre - i couldnt study, i couldnt concentrate in classes, always tired, etc...etc...etc...i skipped classes, i missed classes, cant remember most of the things that i learnt, & at last....the thing that i regretted till the rest of my life...
I quit..
, i quit! Plus pressure from my sis, from peers, from lecturers, made me soooo weak!....I did not know where else to turn to. I did not have REAL frens. I know i can do the best if non of this thing happened to me. I know i can survive. But, i was so weak. I was always tired & unhappy specially towards my sis who always condemn me with her "high-pitch-words". I did not know what's up with her. But, her attitude towards me really affected me & my feelings. 
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