So Sad....

Today, i have a mix feeling. But, sadness dominated the rest of the feelings...entah kenapa...syahdu lak...mane tak nye...
huh...maybe because today, i went out early to work just to stop by at Petronas to buy some muffins for the APALOCMNG people...well, sounds like a few people, actually only 1...atas perintah duli yg maha hampes cik mem besar tu la....ikut sedap die je nak mengorder...anyway, i arrived at the petronas around 7.30am...then, rushed to the office...arrived at 7.52am...wah! soooo early...then, this morning, that DYMM asked ADM (who else have to go & buy it? of course, me la...) to buy Uncle Lim's curry puff. So, i went to Subang Parade (luckily Yeusri was around & he brought me there...no need for me to drive...yey!)...When i went back, i saw that DYMM sat together with my Sr + my other frens...They were all shouting for the curry puff! Inconsiderate...that;s what i thot just now...but, they dont know how i felt actually. Cannot blame them...only my Sr + that DYMM knows. Instead of going to their table in the pantry, i went straight to my desk with the curry puff. Then, i went to the reception counter...as usual...become the "jaga" for 30 minutes or more. I was sad, come to work, then go out to do work also, & come back, didnt take a break & stay at the front...i had no lunch break today...! I was almost going to drop my tears...heard my frens was laughing at the pantry - having their own sweet rest time & for me...i have to work!....in fact, every working day i have to sacrifice my 30 minutes of lunch break to be the "jaga" at the front...sad!sob...sob...sob...

It's Been A Long Time.....(sigh...)

Hmmm...it;s been a long time...

by Amy Lynne
It's been a long time since I've seen your face
Or heard your laugh
But I'm out of place

It's all about timing
-Something I could never get right
And so I go on living these sleepless nights

48 hours, what have you done to me?
Am I the same woman in the mirror
Or am I the stranger that wants selfishly?

As a young woman, I screamed that I would never conform
I don't want to be part of the 'norm'

But now I look around and is that what I've become?
Another blue collar worker- a no one?

Settled down, all nice and sweet
Oh yes, things look just perfectly

But is it all a joke?
Like the lines in a book that I never wrote

Making others happy I thought would fulfill my dream
But then why, inside, do I want to scream?

Is it the poison of lonliness that has worn me down?
I no longer know myself -I'm scared and ready to drown

Tick tock goes the passing clock
Waiting for more than I anticipated
Oh God, help me
I no longer know myself

It's been a long time since I felt this way
Bring me to the right path everyday

hmmm...it resembles me...with so much things goes haywire in my mind...i couldnt started my writing...
i think for 1 month or so...?
Hope that this would be a beginning of a new chapter... :-)

Allahu...

Assalatu Wassalam

adeh...jatuh cinta dgn lead singer Raihan...suara dia mmg gemersik merdu....

Selawat Syifa

Doa Taubat

Really love this when i was in high school. Made me stop for a while & think of my sins. Also made me concentrate on my study as well coz it;s like clearing all my headaches, frustration, angriness, clueless.....Now, i'm listening to it again. Make me realize how i miss all this. Pls Allah, make me brave & strong to face all the challenge in this world & make me stay in Your way....

Asma ul Husna

Say Hey

ni susah nak follow...bukan line dance class

Come Dance with Me...

Like this 1...

Cumbia Semana

Rhoomba

Susahnye nak ikut ni....!!!!

Oh Carol!

Pepito Del Bo

Beautiful - Akon

Beautiful Liar - Beyonce ft. Shakira

Mambo No 5

I am Sad

Didnt have the energy to write in here. 1 thing because i am sad of getting to know that i have to leave Maersk for non-acceptable reason - cost cutting...i am looking for a job now, starting updating my resume both for local & oversea application. Now i am looking for a cover letter to accompany my resume.
Quote : When applying for a job a cover letter should be sent or posted with your resume. If you are not sure what to write, review these cover letter samples.
Your cover letter should be specific to the position you are applying for, relating your skills and experience to those noted in the job posting. Your cover letter is your first (and best) chance to make a good impression!

An effective cover letter should explain the reasons for your interest in the organization and in the job you are applying for. Take the time to review cover letter examples, then make sure that your letter explains how your skills relate to the criteria listed in the job posting. :Unquote. got this from http://jobsearch.about.com
Convince them with a cover letter - 6 successful examples!

Quote : Your cover letter is an essential part of submitting your resume. It’s your introduction and teaser to encourage your prospective employer to continue reading, right through to your resume. It must grab the reader’s attention, hold it, and tell that person exactly what they want to hear!

An effective cover letter should explain the reasons for your interest in the organisation and in the job you are applying for. Take the time to review sample cover letters, then make sure that your letter explains how your skills relate to the criteria listed in the job advertisement or posting.

The number one rule for writing cover letters is…keep it brief. You want to encourage interest, not snoring! Three to four paragraphs is ideal, and remember to customise your cover letters for each job you apply for. Recruiters and employers don’t want to see a generic piece of communication, that’s a sure-fire way of being tossed in the reject pile!

HOT TIP: Review the company’s websites and try doing a keyword search using the company name to see what other information you can find. The more you know about the employer, the more convincing and persuasive your letter will be!

The 7 Essentials of Writing Your Cover Letter:
Your cover letter should reflect the same format as your resume, it forms part of the same ‘marketing’ tool for you.
Wherever possible, address your cover letter to a real person. It really pays to show initiative and find out the name of the person who will be receiving or reviewing your resume. There’s no better first impression than having something personally addressed. It seems obvious doesn’t it? But this is a common mistake with cover letters. You can usually find a name by phoning the company or recruiter and simply asking the person who answers. More often than not, if you explain that you’re applying for a job and want to address your resume to the correct person, you will get the name you’re looking for. A great first impression for the price of a phone call! If you have no way of finding out the name, use “Dear Hiring Manager” and avoid using dated salutations like “To Whom It May Concern” or “attention: Human Resources”.
Your opening paragraph should clearly state the position you are applying for, or the reason for your letter. If the position has been advertised, include a reference code if requested, and the referral source (ie.advertised online, in XYZ newspaper, recommendation from a current employee, etc)
The body of your letter is your sales pitch. Outline the top reasons why you are worthy of an interview. Remember that employers and recruiters need to know ‘what you can do for them’, not your life story. You should mention specifically how your skills and experience match the job you are applying for. Remember, you are briefly summarising your resume, not repeating it. Try to support each statement you make with a short piece of evidence.
Your closing paragraph should be a call to action. Express your strong interest in an interview and state that you will follow up soon to confirm receipt of your resume and discuss the possibility of a face-to-face meeting.
Write your cover letter with passion and enthusiasm. Again this seems obvious, but so many people write a reasonably well-constructed letter which conveys absolutely nothing, or that reads the same as everyone else. Use emotive words, such as ’I’m excited by’ or ’extremely motivated’, and keep your letter positive and upbeat.
Close your letter professionally, with ’Yours sincerely’ if you have personally addressed the letter, or with “Yours faithfully”, if you do not know the person’s name.
NB/ Your cover letter is also a really good place to explain any gaps in work history. If you’re re-entering the workforce or have substantial gaps in your work history due to things like travel, study, parenting etc, then you can briefly explain these in the body of your cover letter. See our hints on “Re-entering The Workforce”
:Unquote. Here's another tip from : www.readyresumes.com
Another reason for not writing in this blog coz of feeling heartbroken & i'm remedying it with playing FarmVille in FB...hahahah.....