Silent Cries...

Just now i went thru my FB. Suddenly i found some new pictures...pictures from a PPP fren which i went for studies in PPP/ITM last time for ADP II Program. I was... i almost wanted to cry...these are the frens that been struggling together for future live in reality world. Not to mention who cheated in almost every exam, pop-quiz, plagiarized paper works, etc...etc...etc... I;m in a mixture of feelings actually, till i dunno how to write these down. Those who cheated during uni time actually graduated. Except for me, who did not want to get involve with those things. Who play safe...Who wanted to play honest & truthful...who wanted to be fair to other students who actually studied.... But, now...look at where i am & where they are...i'm still struggling in live...but, they simply can live with great jobs & lives. Don't they fell guilty? Guilty for doing such things during their uni days? Guilty of cheating. Guilty of making the grading become higher of their so-called "great results" & the consequences were being borne by other students who play fair? & why me...? One of the people who have to go....?

I'm Yours (with lyrics) - Jason Mraz

Nice & cute song...!

My Wish List in BDO... :-P

Hey!....of course i got a wish list...but, dunno whether can fulfill everything or not...i'm not just going to buy stuff for me & family but, also to find stuff to sell back in Malaysia...hahahaha......cant wait to get there & shop till i stop...dont wanna say shop till i drop...later, i cant come back to Malaysia, it'll be a haru-biru a.k.a. naya case...! hahahaha
Abang's stuff - adidas sport shoes + levis jeans + polo t-shirt
Idlan & Isyraf's stuff - football jerseys & cant imagine what other cute2 stuff that i can get there...
For me - handbag, sport shoes, high heels, formal attire, blouse, jeans & t-shirt of course!
For sale - handbag, kain, might be telekung, t-shirt & other other gud stuff that i can sell back here in Malaysia....

BDO, Here I Come....!

Yey...! Tomorrow afternoon i'll be leaving to Bandung & returning to Malaysia coming Sunday....hope to have a fun & fruitful journey there....Amin! Insya-Allah...
Frens, pray for me - doakan ku selamat pergi & balik.... :-D

From Rental House Becomes My House

At last...the long awaiting from banks have been answered. The loan being approved by MBSB. Today, had the documents a.k.a S&P signed. But, only get for RM117K instead of RM130K. *sigh!* Seems that we have to pay extra cost for the house for at least a year, then, will start applying for another bank with cheaper rates. There goes my dream of having a dream home....! *sigh!*

Ajak2 Ayam vs Ajak Betul...? # II

I received a phone call yesterday from a long lost (so called la...) classmate of EDQM II...the course that i took from SIRIM (it;s actually a JV of SIRIM & UTM)...surprisingly she asked me whether i want to join them for the year's graduation...hahahahahahaha! Last time she called me to join her for project discussion...but, hampeh! Betul2 mcm hampeh!....she promised me with a lot of things, but, at the end, habuk pun tarak!....aaarrggghhhh.....
Remember last time, i even take a leave just to meet up with & discuss on the outstanding paperwork. When the time comes, i went to her house, i called her & she didnt even pick up my call. After several attemps, then she picked up the phone & say sorry + she;s sick. I was really angry & cant even say a single word & i hanh up. That's the last time i spoke to her & ever deal with her.
When i received her call yesterday, i was quite shock. & the way she handled her phone was very rude. I gave her some hints + being sarcastic to her...i think she was trying to say i dont understand & was berlakon dont even know about it...huh! I would rather say "what a f*&%^^$%*&&*^ lady she is...." Harapkan bertudung je...tapi, perangai...nmpk baik, tp perangai....Allah shj yg tahu.... *sigh!*

Ajak2 Ayam vs Ajak Betul...?

I was sitting at the reception counter as usual..(with a face like a lazy cat!)..My frens having their own sweet time at the pantry eating their food while i have to wait for at least 30 minutes to have my lunch. Seems that Melina take about 45 minutes to come back. With my stomach grumbling for some mercy - i want food...i want food....though my only food for lunch are only fruits.
Then, Asma & Sheline came out. Asma came out first & ask me whether i want to join them for KFC (again...?)...i said no coz i thot only both of them r going out. If i join them, what will Kath say? So, i stayed. A few minutes later, Kath came out with Davin & D....huh? she walked straight to me & ask "we want to go for KFC. U want to tapau anything?" haaa.....& then, she quickly went to the door. It;s just to at least said what she has to say & asked what she has to ask. That;s all. & i realize now that, if i go with them, 1 car wont fit for 6 people...they're all 5 d. How can i go together with them....sigh...now i know...."real" frens or "true" frens...

Wooo...Wow!

this is really fantastic! if all people in this world would do things together like this for all other things without thinking of the difference in race, religion, etc...etc...etc...it's gonna be like the Miss World always says : World Peace...wooohoooo...!