I was too Angry Last Nite / Marah Tak Terhingga..?

Just because of 2-pc of jersy-material of tudung, i was too angry with him. He simply do things without thinking more. "Never care less" - this is what he is!....aaarrgghhh...!
I bought these tudung at Danga Bay Johor. RM25 each after negotiated with the owner. So, i bought 2 pieces coz much2 cheaper than in Shah Alam's price. The owner claimed that the front part (awning) of the tudung is specially made & when we wear it, the curve will follow the curve of our face.So, whenever we wear it, it;ll be perfectly nice on our face. Yes! It;s true & i am happy with it...Regret that i only bought for 2 pieces. Then, i care for it. I hang the tudung properly, even washed it properly & hang to dry in nicely manner so that the front-part wont break.
But, he simply take off the tudung from the hanger & lump together with the rest of other dry clothes on the couch. I was going to take it from the laundry area last nite, & i couldnt find it at all....! I already panic...i was afraid that he'll simply do things as i expected - lump & dump everything together...i didnt want to simply jump to conclusion so, i look around at the hanging ironed clothes area - didnt see any...i went back to the laundry area, twice - none. I went to the closet, also didnt c a single thing....arrgghhh!!!....then i went to the last place - dumping clothes at the couch....there it was...found both being lump & being seated at the bottom or dumped clothes.....i was really really really angry! I even shouted in angry & agony....why on earth does he did this to me! Why cant he think more? Why...? I've told him many times before that this tudung can be find at the SACC but the price is RM60-70 per piece. I;ve bought 1 at the PKNS, but, the front part is not the same. I even bought it at RM48 per piece & am not satisfy with it at all. Which part actually dont register to his head? Why dont he want to listen to whatever i told him? Why cant he care for more instead of care for less?????.....
The thing is :
@ i told him dozens of times about the price & quality which is actually hard to find. Those were sold at RM10 - 30 here is all fake
@ i am thinking of starting fresh next year bit by bit by wearing tudung to work, & collecting / buying a number of tudung specially this type, but he ruined it!
I am so damn angry!
He wanted me to wear tudung - that;s all he can think of!...He only want me to wear tudung but never care for other things - solat, puasa, zakat, etc etc etc was never being mentioned from his mouth! IT IS the other way round. I;m the 1 who ask him to do all these things. For me, i have to think / do by myself! You know what...sometimes i really call him a SHIT. (yaaa...sometimes i dont care the consequences during the end of the world coz i was really mad with him...i know it;ll be a BIG SIN...but, i was too mad! Though i never spell it out from my mouth only from my heart - it's still a big sin)
Sakit nye hati bila die dtg dekat semalam, lain kali basuh sendiri, gantung sendiri, angkat sendiri...balas balik mmg la basuh sendiri, gantung sendiri tp awak tu p angkat & campur dgn kain lain apsal? Kenapa angkat kalo tak reti nak jaga? Bengang...bengang...bengang....suruh aku pakai tudung, tp mende2 camni takmo tolong jaga...nampak sgt buat mende, sekadar lepas batuk tepi tangga takmo buat sungguh2....hidup hari2 pun bersepah...suke sgt menyepah...nak tolong pun dgn cara sepah die...walhal die dah nampak cara aku buat, teratur...menyenangkan dia aje...part ni mcm tak pernah masuk otak die...buat properly biar the next step tu tak perlu nak buat kerja 2X....part mana yg dia tak nampak...itu yg kadang2 keluar perkataan BODOH dari hati aku...dah lama being together pun takleh nak buat properly...so, hari ni aku malas nak ckp dgn dia...even sampai next week...target aku nak cukupkan tudung before year 2010. Kalau aku tak jumpa tudung2 murah kat sini, i might even drive to Danga Bay & buy the tudung. Pedulik apa....my car, my fuel, my Zing card...pernah ke selama ni die dgn rela hati nak sponsor tudung aku? Tak pernah sekalipun!...tanye pun idak, janji ape2 pun idak...pandai2 sendiri la...selama hari ni aku yg beli sendiri...duit aku sendiri...kalau dia ade bayar pun, itupun sebab aku mintak...mintak bayarkan...die pulak mcm la aku tak nampak bila die keluarkan wallet - muke tak ikhlas...mcm ni punye peel tp suruh aku pakai tudung? Mane aku tak bengang???? Nak beli baju kurung pun, nak kene mintak2 dgn dia...langsung tak pk or tak tanye aku perlukan ke idak....ape punye lelaki mcm nih...???? Sakit ati aku!...

Frens...?? In the Office...

Rather not to say that some of them are not frens but more to colleagues / co-worker...why?
Today, i was being left alone. Kath is on 1/2 day leave coz tomorrow is X-mas & she's taking the chance of utilising company;s benefit - 1/2 day FREE leave given by company on the eve of her celebration. It;s ok for me...Melina also on leave. She;s also celebrating X-mas...i can say that she;s a hard-core church activist...It's fine for me too...
So, i've stranded at the front-desk. Have to replace Melina;s place. Whole day long. Though i hate it, but, i have to do it. It;s HR people who asked SOS about this. So, whenever the receptionist not around, ADM have to back-up. They dont care whether we have to go the ladies, or need a 2-minute coffee break or need some food for lunch break or at least a 1 hour break or not...The thing is, somebody must be standing by at the front-desk at ALL TIME...repeat....at ALL TIME...i keep on cursing the 'one' from HR who ask this thing - Shireen Ng!....when i keep on thinking of this, to me, she;s like a bitch. Huh!
So, today....2 x-colleagues came over & ask Diyana & a few others for a lunch-out together at Subang Parade. Diyana did ask me (thru e-mail along together with other people...just sekadar berbasa-basi...hahahah) So, i said..."i have to be a "jaga" at the front. Sorry! i cant go...just "tapau" for me coz i am really hungry". I saw only a few names in the email not including 2 people who drives to work but, always want to 'tumpang' my car to 'tapau' food during lunch break. Then, i saw them walked out together with the rest of people...pegi makan, without even asking me whether i have food or i need food or whatever. They just go...Frust? yeah...They dont even care...When they need me, they'll look for me. When they dont need me, they dont even bother about me at all...huh!...& then, for most of the time during lunch break, they want to follow me because i drive. They dont want to drive coz wanna save fuel for their car...What a pathetic! As if i dont need to save anything for myself. At least if i want things, i try to get it by myself. Dont want to depend on others. Dont take advantage on others....They're good frens to me in the office? Naaahhh....they barely speak to me. As i said before, they dont care....!...aaarrgghhh...! Why i keep on seeing / dealing / getting these kind of people...Not that i think / feel that i am a perfect person...i am not...But, i try my best to do good to others, to be sincere with them...But, people are doing these things to me...how pathetic! & how frustrated....like my mom / my ustadz or ustadzah during shool days said, "if we do good to others, others will do the same to you or you will get good things in return"...seems like the value of sincerety, honesty & be good to others are going to be perished....

With You - Chris Brown

I have cold feet!

My job search continues.....after a few times of rejections without being called for interviews, at last, IKA (Asia) Sdn Bhd called me. It's supposed to be tomorrow (23/12/2009) @ 9am...but, then, i had cold feet few days back...then, yesterday until today i was thinking or perhaps feels uneasy of going there for the interview. My heart says 'dont go'...& i also felt that i shouldnt go. Why? I dunno....normally, i trust my heart & what i feel...for no certain reason but, in the end, i'll know something not good / got something good....hmmmm....
A few days back, i always have the feeling / phobia of sitting in an interview session specially in a room with many interviewers......huh! It;s actually torturing me! ....hahahaha...
then, yesterday i felt that i shouldnt go at all....Ayang yet to know about this...but, i think he'll be mad...hahaha....

Wish List d BDO...now turn to be d Malaysia...

Remember last time when i tell u guys about my wish list in Bandung? Seems like i dont bring enough cash / standby enough cash for shopping in BDO....tak cukup!....peerrgghh....
Things that i looked for : (hahaha....exagerate lak...betul ke eja nih?....) >< like this hahahaha....but, actually >< like this la...
, & even looked for this for my beloved 'atok' tu la...utk sape lg kan.... ....
for those clothes, yg tensionnye coz i couldnt find my size...chet! For that watch, i found it, but the price....fuuuhhh...! Quite expensive...almost 1m...hahaha...not in million ringgit malaysia...but almost 1million ruppiah...almost RM500 gak le...i only bring IR1.4million....hmmmm
So now, it'll become my Wish List in Malaysia...saw my payslip yesterday. Only 1 month bonus....huh! Frustrating, but Alhamdulillah....at least ade gak salary & bonus rite...Bonus base on KPI, yet to be evaluated la...this 1 will be in February 2010...& will be conpensated in April. (I am trying to calm myself on this...asking my heart to wait for it...if i go now, i wont be compensated for that at all...arrgghh...!!!)
So, need to shop for this later...have to budget, of course...& dunno yet whether i can get all these things by this year...wanna know my new wish list? Here it is :
1) GUESS watch for him & for me...(it;s actually got some sentimental value...got this watch after a few date with him...it was a pair - 1 for him & 1 for me)
2) need to decorate my house...now waiting for the kitchen cabinet to settled. others - guess have to wait for their turn...huhuhuhuh
3) need to re-personalised my personality....this 1 will be a surprise to lots of people...hahahaha
4) need to buy a treadmill....have to work-out from home. cant go to the gym anymore...need lots of time like last time...& i need to sacrifice a lot of things too - money + time
5) need to find a new & secure job....
6) i want to register for language class...perhaps Japanese...?
7) need to contact suppliers & actively doing my online biz...
8) Haj by the age of 35...hopefully can do this...but, i cannot quit from my job then.../ stay working, not being a housewife
9) a lot of things la.........aiyoyoyoyoyo....

hmmm....???.....

i just wonder how can a person dont care about other's feelings? they dont care how they deliver the things to others as long as their work is done. "dont care...dont care...dont care....as long as my work is done!"
hmmmm....isnt it working in the same company specially within the same department needs everyone to being cooperative, tolerative, understanding, & at least 'have-a-heart' attitude...?
*sigh!*

Lucky - Jason Mraz & Colby Callait

sweet song - the lyrics are more or less like me & my darling...hahahahaah

Headache....oh, headache...

I was in "stone / gloomy mode" since....i dunno when. But, it;s getting worst from day to day. I think that;s the reason why i always having a headache. From once a month become bi-weekly become weekly become 1-2 times a week, now become almost everyday....today, i was having it this morning & now....huh!

the whole day i was like doing my work in front of my pc with my head laying on the desk....while thinking, "it'll be nice if i can close my eyes & doze...or...maybe, it'll be nice to stay at home & sleep....aaaaaahhh...." what a nice feeling!
maybe, i was too stress up thinking of getting a new job. i couldnt get a single job till now!...actually, i had a few calls...only that whether i got scared to answer it or other factors that align with it. Cold feet? yaaaa......i was like too scared to go for an interview - it;s like a syndrom. Like what i was having before working in Maersk!...hahahahaha....Then, the other factors that i mentioned align to the job is - salary...the work place (some in sg. buloh industrial area....really in 'ceruk' place loooorrr)....traffic....etc, etc, etc... *sigh*...headache....headache....
& there are sooooooo many things that i keep on thinking...
~ to settle my housing loan in Putra Perdana - RM11K
~ to settle my credit card - RM5K...
~ to settle my personal loan - RM4K
~ to sell my Viva...& buy perhaps a Virago for my darling
~ Isyraf's swimming class & english class
~ Idlan's playschool with the transport, etc, etc, etc
~ need to get a new laptop...current 1 is getting worst
~ need cash to start my biz...huh!
headache...oh, headache....

14/11/2009

14/11/2009 - it was my my 11th Anniversary together with my dear abg kopam AHA....
:-P ....seems like it was only yesterday "our grand" wedding was held in Segamat, Johor & in Bagan Datoh, Perak. Got sooooo many sweet & sorrow memories together with him.....hmmm....
Well....i got nothing given to him tho'...hahahaha...coz got no money...have to wait till i get my salary by the end of this month. Have certain things in mind :
1) Fishing reel - Abu Garcia RM390 (2nd-hand from mudah.com)
2) Platinum ring - thinking of getting a pair of it. So, both of us will be wearing it. Price abour RM1k each....Phew! (makes me sweat a lot when looking at the price...huhuhuhu...)
3) Watch - hard to find 'skin-friendly' watch. He's quite allergic to leather / rubber / metal strap. If i found 1 - the price will be more than RM1K...phew! Pengsan!
4) Found J.Bovier stainless steel ring. About RM60-100 per piece. This should be ok...Need to order for his size. & not too pricy. I can buy a pair....hahaha...
thinking of putting the ring into a ring box & send it over with own-made card & bought a love-shape cake. Have to ask adik-adik in AISB to help...hehehe...just to pass it over to him....or, wanna make more grand, ask the cake shop to send it over...! :-P
For me, i got my anniversary gift on 12.20am 14/11/09 itself. Got a big pinky bag with lots of love pictures on it. Havent thought of anything, but, when i openned it up, it was 3 pieces of lacy bras....huwalawe! Just what i need & on time to replace my existing bras tho'. Today, wearing the blue color - same color as my turquoise baju kurung. He said he likes this color. So, should be showing him this 1 today. This morning, he havent got the chance to see it....heheheheheeh....other color - brown & grey....hmmmm....

Silent Cries...

Just now i went thru my FB. Suddenly i found some new pictures...pictures from a PPP fren which i went for studies in PPP/ITM last time for ADP II Program. I was... i almost wanted to cry...these are the frens that been struggling together for future live in reality world. Not to mention who cheated in almost every exam, pop-quiz, plagiarized paper works, etc...etc...etc... I;m in a mixture of feelings actually, till i dunno how to write these down. Those who cheated during uni time actually graduated. Except for me, who did not want to get involve with those things. Who play safe...Who wanted to play honest & truthful...who wanted to be fair to other students who actually studied.... But, now...look at where i am & where they are...i'm still struggling in live...but, they simply can live with great jobs & lives. Don't they fell guilty? Guilty for doing such things during their uni days? Guilty of cheating. Guilty of making the grading become higher of their so-called "great results" & the consequences were being borne by other students who play fair? & why me...? One of the people who have to go....?

I'm Yours (with lyrics) - Jason Mraz

Nice & cute song...!

My Wish List in BDO... :-P

Hey!....of course i got a wish list...but, dunno whether can fulfill everything or not...i'm not just going to buy stuff for me & family but, also to find stuff to sell back in Malaysia...hahahaha......cant wait to get there & shop till i stop...dont wanna say shop till i drop...later, i cant come back to Malaysia, it'll be a haru-biru a.k.a. naya case...! hahahaha
Abang's stuff - adidas sport shoes + levis jeans + polo t-shirt
Idlan & Isyraf's stuff - football jerseys & cant imagine what other cute2 stuff that i can get there...
For me - handbag, sport shoes, high heels, formal attire, blouse, jeans & t-shirt of course!
For sale - handbag, kain, might be telekung, t-shirt & other other gud stuff that i can sell back here in Malaysia....

BDO, Here I Come....!

Yey...! Tomorrow afternoon i'll be leaving to Bandung & returning to Malaysia coming Sunday....hope to have a fun & fruitful journey there....Amin! Insya-Allah...
Frens, pray for me - doakan ku selamat pergi & balik.... :-D

From Rental House Becomes My House

At last...the long awaiting from banks have been answered. The loan being approved by MBSB. Today, had the documents a.k.a S&P signed. But, only get for RM117K instead of RM130K. *sigh!* Seems that we have to pay extra cost for the house for at least a year, then, will start applying for another bank with cheaper rates. There goes my dream of having a dream home....! *sigh!*

Ajak2 Ayam vs Ajak Betul...? # II

I received a phone call yesterday from a long lost (so called la...) classmate of EDQM II...the course that i took from SIRIM (it;s actually a JV of SIRIM & UTM)...surprisingly she asked me whether i want to join them for the year's graduation...hahahahahahaha! Last time she called me to join her for project discussion...but, hampeh! Betul2 mcm hampeh!....she promised me with a lot of things, but, at the end, habuk pun tarak!....aaarrggghhhh.....
Remember last time, i even take a leave just to meet up with & discuss on the outstanding paperwork. When the time comes, i went to her house, i called her & she didnt even pick up my call. After several attemps, then she picked up the phone & say sorry + she;s sick. I was really angry & cant even say a single word & i hanh up. That's the last time i spoke to her & ever deal with her.
When i received her call yesterday, i was quite shock. & the way she handled her phone was very rude. I gave her some hints + being sarcastic to her...i think she was trying to say i dont understand & was berlakon dont even know about it...huh! I would rather say "what a f*&%^^$%*&&*^ lady she is...." Harapkan bertudung je...tapi, perangai...nmpk baik, tp perangai....Allah shj yg tahu.... *sigh!*

Ajak2 Ayam vs Ajak Betul...?

I was sitting at the reception counter as usual..(with a face like a lazy cat!)..My frens having their own sweet time at the pantry eating their food while i have to wait for at least 30 minutes to have my lunch. Seems that Melina take about 45 minutes to come back. With my stomach grumbling for some mercy - i want food...i want food....though my only food for lunch are only fruits.
Then, Asma & Sheline came out. Asma came out first & ask me whether i want to join them for KFC (again...?)...i said no coz i thot only both of them r going out. If i join them, what will Kath say? So, i stayed. A few minutes later, Kath came out with Davin & D....huh? she walked straight to me & ask "we want to go for KFC. U want to tapau anything?" haaa.....& then, she quickly went to the door. It;s just to at least said what she has to say & asked what she has to ask. That;s all. & i realize now that, if i go with them, 1 car wont fit for 6 people...they're all 5 d. How can i go together with them....sigh...now i know...."real" frens or "true" frens...

Wooo...Wow!

this is really fantastic! if all people in this world would do things together like this for all other things without thinking of the difference in race, religion, etc...etc...etc...it's gonna be like the Miss World always says : World Peace...wooohoooo...!

So Sad....

Today, i have a mix feeling. But, sadness dominated the rest of the feelings...entah kenapa...syahdu lak...mane tak nye...
huh...maybe because today, i went out early to work just to stop by at Petronas to buy some muffins for the APALOCMNG people...well, sounds like a few people, actually only 1...atas perintah duli yg maha hampes cik mem besar tu la....ikut sedap die je nak mengorder...anyway, i arrived at the petronas around 7.30am...then, rushed to the office...arrived at 7.52am...wah! soooo early...then, this morning, that DYMM asked ADM (who else have to go & buy it? of course, me la...) to buy Uncle Lim's curry puff. So, i went to Subang Parade (luckily Yeusri was around & he brought me there...no need for me to drive...yey!)...When i went back, i saw that DYMM sat together with my Sr + my other frens...They were all shouting for the curry puff! Inconsiderate...that;s what i thot just now...but, they dont know how i felt actually. Cannot blame them...only my Sr + that DYMM knows. Instead of going to their table in the pantry, i went straight to my desk with the curry puff. Then, i went to the reception counter...as usual...become the "jaga" for 30 minutes or more. I was sad, come to work, then go out to do work also, & come back, didnt take a break & stay at the front...i had no lunch break today...! I was almost going to drop my tears...heard my frens was laughing at the pantry - having their own sweet rest time & for me...i have to work!....in fact, every working day i have to sacrifice my 30 minutes of lunch break to be the "jaga" at the front...sad!sob...sob...sob...

It's Been A Long Time.....(sigh...)

Hmmm...it;s been a long time...

by Amy Lynne
It's been a long time since I've seen your face
Or heard your laugh
But I'm out of place

It's all about timing
-Something I could never get right
And so I go on living these sleepless nights

48 hours, what have you done to me?
Am I the same woman in the mirror
Or am I the stranger that wants selfishly?

As a young woman, I screamed that I would never conform
I don't want to be part of the 'norm'

But now I look around and is that what I've become?
Another blue collar worker- a no one?

Settled down, all nice and sweet
Oh yes, things look just perfectly

But is it all a joke?
Like the lines in a book that I never wrote

Making others happy I thought would fulfill my dream
But then why, inside, do I want to scream?

Is it the poison of lonliness that has worn me down?
I no longer know myself -I'm scared and ready to drown

Tick tock goes the passing clock
Waiting for more than I anticipated
Oh God, help me
I no longer know myself

It's been a long time since I felt this way
Bring me to the right path everyday

hmmm...it resembles me...with so much things goes haywire in my mind...i couldnt started my writing...
i think for 1 month or so...?
Hope that this would be a beginning of a new chapter... :-)

Allahu...

Assalatu Wassalam

adeh...jatuh cinta dgn lead singer Raihan...suara dia mmg gemersik merdu....

Selawat Syifa

Doa Taubat

Really love this when i was in high school. Made me stop for a while & think of my sins. Also made me concentrate on my study as well coz it;s like clearing all my headaches, frustration, angriness, clueless.....Now, i'm listening to it again. Make me realize how i miss all this. Pls Allah, make me brave & strong to face all the challenge in this world & make me stay in Your way....

Asma ul Husna

Say Hey

ni susah nak follow...bukan line dance class

Come Dance with Me...

Like this 1...

Cumbia Semana

Rhoomba

Susahnye nak ikut ni....!!!!

Oh Carol!

Pepito Del Bo

Beautiful - Akon

Beautiful Liar - Beyonce ft. Shakira

Mambo No 5

I am Sad

Didnt have the energy to write in here. 1 thing because i am sad of getting to know that i have to leave Maersk for non-acceptable reason - cost cutting...i am looking for a job now, starting updating my resume both for local & oversea application. Now i am looking for a cover letter to accompany my resume.
Quote : When applying for a job a cover letter should be sent or posted with your resume. If you are not sure what to write, review these cover letter samples.
Your cover letter should be specific to the position you are applying for, relating your skills and experience to those noted in the job posting. Your cover letter is your first (and best) chance to make a good impression!

An effective cover letter should explain the reasons for your interest in the organization and in the job you are applying for. Take the time to review cover letter examples, then make sure that your letter explains how your skills relate to the criteria listed in the job posting. :Unquote. got this from http://jobsearch.about.com
Convince them with a cover letter - 6 successful examples!

Quote : Your cover letter is an essential part of submitting your resume. It’s your introduction and teaser to encourage your prospective employer to continue reading, right through to your resume. It must grab the reader’s attention, hold it, and tell that person exactly what they want to hear!

An effective cover letter should explain the reasons for your interest in the organisation and in the job you are applying for. Take the time to review sample cover letters, then make sure that your letter explains how your skills relate to the criteria listed in the job advertisement or posting.

The number one rule for writing cover letters is…keep it brief. You want to encourage interest, not snoring! Three to four paragraphs is ideal, and remember to customise your cover letters for each job you apply for. Recruiters and employers don’t want to see a generic piece of communication, that’s a sure-fire way of being tossed in the reject pile!

HOT TIP: Review the company’s websites and try doing a keyword search using the company name to see what other information you can find. The more you know about the employer, the more convincing and persuasive your letter will be!

The 7 Essentials of Writing Your Cover Letter:
Your cover letter should reflect the same format as your resume, it forms part of the same ‘marketing’ tool for you.
Wherever possible, address your cover letter to a real person. It really pays to show initiative and find out the name of the person who will be receiving or reviewing your resume. There’s no better first impression than having something personally addressed. It seems obvious doesn’t it? But this is a common mistake with cover letters. You can usually find a name by phoning the company or recruiter and simply asking the person who answers. More often than not, if you explain that you’re applying for a job and want to address your resume to the correct person, you will get the name you’re looking for. A great first impression for the price of a phone call! If you have no way of finding out the name, use “Dear Hiring Manager” and avoid using dated salutations like “To Whom It May Concern” or “attention: Human Resources”.
Your opening paragraph should clearly state the position you are applying for, or the reason for your letter. If the position has been advertised, include a reference code if requested, and the referral source (ie.advertised online, in XYZ newspaper, recommendation from a current employee, etc)
The body of your letter is your sales pitch. Outline the top reasons why you are worthy of an interview. Remember that employers and recruiters need to know ‘what you can do for them’, not your life story. You should mention specifically how your skills and experience match the job you are applying for. Remember, you are briefly summarising your resume, not repeating it. Try to support each statement you make with a short piece of evidence.
Your closing paragraph should be a call to action. Express your strong interest in an interview and state that you will follow up soon to confirm receipt of your resume and discuss the possibility of a face-to-face meeting.
Write your cover letter with passion and enthusiasm. Again this seems obvious, but so many people write a reasonably well-constructed letter which conveys absolutely nothing, or that reads the same as everyone else. Use emotive words, such as ’I’m excited by’ or ’extremely motivated’, and keep your letter positive and upbeat.
Close your letter professionally, with ’Yours sincerely’ if you have personally addressed the letter, or with “Yours faithfully”, if you do not know the person’s name.
NB/ Your cover letter is also a really good place to explain any gaps in work history. If you’re re-entering the workforce or have substantial gaps in your work history due to things like travel, study, parenting etc, then you can briefly explain these in the body of your cover letter. See our hints on “Re-entering The Workforce”
:Unquote. Here's another tip from : www.readyresumes.com
Another reason for not writing in this blog coz of feeling heartbroken & i'm remedying it with playing FarmVille in FB...hahahah.....

I am now crazy of....

Nowadays, i'm crazy of specially the . Bored actually....sambil2 update or checking on my (if i have the mood...lots of story to write, but, still need mood to make the writing interesting to read by others as well for me to read it back...hehehehe....), sometimes (belum habis update pun lg...bnyk no songehnye....) & sometimes looking foe this as well... (need to gather some info before start buying from abroad)
Last time, i was crazy of As time passes by, seems i lost most of my contacts in skype...well, cant use my laptop for a year i guess...that's 1 of the reasons....
hehehehe.........

Hari ni...

hmmm........hari ni hari golek2.....bukan buat ayam golek tau...tp diri sendiri yg dah mcm turkey golek....hahahahah.....
almaklum, dah start public holiday - red flags up!...hmmm...ingatkan tak dtg period this month, so takyah la ganti pose lepas raye nanti.....sekali ptg semalam tgk2 dah ade sikit, 10 minutes rite before breaking the fast. Hampes tul!....aaaaaa.......!

nak buat biskut la....tgk la malam2 sikit....buat kek ke....budget tight la....huhuhuhuhuhuhu.......

Spooks?! :-O (Part 2)

hehehe....pepagi bukak blog...kat umah dah takleh nak bukak...AHA asik conqeuer (correct me if this spelling is wrong..hehehe...spelling berkarat beb!) laptop dgn biz die tu le....
So, let's continue with this spooky business...
Story #2 : When i was in PPP/ITM, i always being disturbed by this 'unseen thing'. I was sharing room my fren Paddy. Seems that she didnt have any trouble & nothing disturbed her on that time. It was only me. I put 'ayat' at my bed (head) & i put the Yassin under my pillow before i go to sleep.
The thing was, this 'thing' always 'sat' on my chest & makes me unable to breath or move or fight when i was asleep. Almost every nite this 'thing' did the same thing on & on & on....I always fought for it - recite Quranic versions like Ayatul-Qursi (the famous versus that make all type of ghost run away. Sometimes it worked. But, most of times, it didnt worked at all. All i can do was fight with my strength to wake up, sometimes i moaned sometimes i shouted. Paddy had a few chances to see me sleep while fighting & all she can do was to wake me up. Yes, i was freaking tired after that. That 'thing' really didnt let me bizarre - i couldnt study, i couldnt concentrate in classes, always tired, etc...etc...etc...i skipped classes, i missed classes, cant remember most of the things that i learnt, & at last....the thing that i regretted till the rest of my life...
I quit.., i quit! Plus pressure from my sis, from peers, from lecturers, made me soooo weak!....I did not know where else to turn to. I did not have REAL frens. I know i can do the best if non of this thing happened to me. I know i can survive. But, i was so weak. I was always tired & unhappy specially towards my sis who always condemn me with her "high-pitch-words". I did not know what's up with her. But, her attitude towards me really affected me & my feelings.

Spooks?! :-O (Part 1)

Did i ever tell u guys that i have a bit of so-called 6th sense? Dont believe it? Hahahah...i havent believe it either but, i have to....coz it;s true!
Not the type of 6th sense like u watch on TV / movies. It;s different la... :-)
I can S.E.N.S.E the P.R.E.S.E.N.C.E of the D.E.A.D people - which means, ghosts, omens, ginnies, devils, etc...name it whatever, yes...i can sense them when they're around. Lemme give u some examples...

Story #1 - i went to a Show House in Kayangan Heights nearby Subang Impian heading to S.Alam 2(from my earlier posting, i said i want a house so bad...this was the time i started to house-hunting). Got 2 types of houses on Sale. So, we went to both Show Houses. The 1st Show House is a corner unit with fully furnished (modern type) & deco & whatever. The house looks cozy & bright. Nothing happens there, so we took sometime wandering around the house. After that, we went to another Show House. It;s at hillside. The area looks nice. When i entered the gate, i already felt uneasiness. But, i proceed to go in with the rest. As i entered, goosebumps all over my body. It's also fully furnished with classic oriental (chinese) style + deco & whatever. But, the house looks gloomy & a bit dark. I thot it's because of the classic looks in the house that makes me felt like that. But, as i wandered around the house, when i stepped on the 1st staircase, i felt like 'something' was following me. 'Something' which is bad. As if it;s angry that we entered the house. As i walked thru each rooms, i cannot stay for a few minutes. I just walked without stopping & hurrily usshered back to downstairs. The 'thing' was following every steps until i went out the house, at the garden & till i went out of the gate. After that, the 'thing' did not follow me anymore. This 'thing' was actually chasing me away! But, i can sense that this 'thing' was angry being intruded & the 'thing' is BAD... pity to those who bought that house. I'll continue later in Part 2.....oooooooooooooo......oooooooooo............

"Help to book flight, please..."

Had many funny experience with some funny people 'ere....
1 of my job is to book flight tickets a.k.a arrange travelling for staff who needs transportation or accomodation or visa renewal, etc, etc, etc.........

Then, there's 1 Director from Denmark. Of course he's a Danish. He is actually a nice guy...Dont trouble us in Admin much...but, when he request for his flight booking, his usual words are :
"Salimah,
please book the AirAsia flights. AK716 departing Singapore 21.20.
Usual request: priority seat, window seat at the front of the plane, no insurance, no check-in luggage.

Regards, Rene "
at first, what do u think about his sentence on the window seat?
we were LOL when we received his email. The impression was either he wants pilot seat
or he wants a seat right in front of aeroplane's nose...hahahahaha

Freezing Cold or Freaking Hot?

HOT! HOT! HOT!...but, i like this hot :-) :
Hmmm...Maersk full with annoying people.
We dont have own Maintenance Dept. So, most of the maintenance stuff, they'll approach Admin. So, anyway anyhow we'll entertain it. & we dont mind of doing it. Logically, there'll be no other departments are related to Maint thingy.
The thing is, they complaint too much. If it;s within reasonable area, we'll accept it & do in our best power to handle it. Sometimes, their complaints are way beyond the line. Unacceptable at times, childish at times, quite 'mengada-ngada' at times...heheheeh...
Like today, we receive a complaint from Customer Service Dept - "we are freezing cold!"

Huh!. Last time their complaint was "we are freaking hot" or "we are melting" or "we are burning hot"... oops! not hot like this...(but, they intend to do so...hahaha...if they're not satisfy with the temp condition) but, like this :
the main problem was building mgmt did not put the air-cond duct at their place. Their place is at the end + corner of the building & it needs longer extension to put it up. So, whoever sits at that place, will feel a bit warm compared to the rest sitting at the front + feeling really cold. If we put up the air-cond duct, the chances of their place to become a bit cold + cozy is low...So, at 1st, whenever we turned down the aircond temp, those who sits at the front will say "we are really cold! like in artic area". & vice versa if we turned up the aircond temp. This thing went on & on & on...
Then, we source for mobile air-cond / blower. The thing is, mobile aircond is too big & needs to make a hole in the wall so that, to put the excess water piping. Building management dont agree with it & they said that the new CF will be rejected by townhall. Furthermore, we dont have space to put the giant mobile air-cond. Then, the blower. Blower does not carry long life-span. If we get lucky, there;s chances that it can work up to 1 year. If not, maybe only a month. So, we decided it is not cost effective to have either 1 of the items.
Then, we started to urge the building management to put up the aircond duct. If the air is not cold enough, at least it wont make these people melting. Today some1 from the same dept who said that they r melting complaints again. "Why put this aircond duct at their place? Now we are freezing cold!"
Tell me...is this just plain stupid or what? It takes only logical thinking to get some answers. Do they only know how to complaint but do not know how to think deeper?
Sangat FRUST la dgn attitude depa....hmmmm