I am now crazy of....

Nowadays, i'm crazy of specially the . Bored actually....sambil2 update or checking on my (if i have the mood...lots of story to write, but, still need mood to make the writing interesting to read by others as well for me to read it back...hehehehe....), sometimes (belum habis update pun lg...bnyk no songehnye....) & sometimes looking foe this as well... (need to gather some info before start buying from abroad)
Last time, i was crazy of As time passes by, seems i lost most of my contacts in skype...well, cant use my laptop for a year i guess...that's 1 of the reasons....
hehehehe.........

Hari ni...

hmmm........hari ni hari golek2.....bukan buat ayam golek tau...tp diri sendiri yg dah mcm turkey golek....hahahahah.....
almaklum, dah start public holiday - red flags up!...hmmm...ingatkan tak dtg period this month, so takyah la ganti pose lepas raye nanti.....sekali ptg semalam tgk2 dah ade sikit, 10 minutes rite before breaking the fast. Hampes tul!....aaaaaa.......!

nak buat biskut la....tgk la malam2 sikit....buat kek ke....budget tight la....huhuhuhuhuhuhu.......

Spooks?! :-O (Part 2)

hehehe....pepagi bukak blog...kat umah dah takleh nak bukak...AHA asik conqeuer (correct me if this spelling is wrong..hehehe...spelling berkarat beb!) laptop dgn biz die tu le....
So, let's continue with this spooky business...
Story #2 : When i was in PPP/ITM, i always being disturbed by this 'unseen thing'. I was sharing room my fren Paddy. Seems that she didnt have any trouble & nothing disturbed her on that time. It was only me. I put 'ayat' at my bed (head) & i put the Yassin under my pillow before i go to sleep.
The thing was, this 'thing' always 'sat' on my chest & makes me unable to breath or move or fight when i was asleep. Almost every nite this 'thing' did the same thing on & on & on....I always fought for it - recite Quranic versions like Ayatul-Qursi (the famous versus that make all type of ghost run away. Sometimes it worked. But, most of times, it didnt worked at all. All i can do was fight with my strength to wake up, sometimes i moaned sometimes i shouted. Paddy had a few chances to see me sleep while fighting & all she can do was to wake me up. Yes, i was freaking tired after that. That 'thing' really didnt let me bizarre - i couldnt study, i couldnt concentrate in classes, always tired, etc...etc...etc...i skipped classes, i missed classes, cant remember most of the things that i learnt, & at last....the thing that i regretted till the rest of my life...
I quit.., i quit! Plus pressure from my sis, from peers, from lecturers, made me soooo weak!....I did not know where else to turn to. I did not have REAL frens. I know i can do the best if non of this thing happened to me. I know i can survive. But, i was so weak. I was always tired & unhappy specially towards my sis who always condemn me with her "high-pitch-words". I did not know what's up with her. But, her attitude towards me really affected me & my feelings.

Spooks?! :-O (Part 1)

Did i ever tell u guys that i have a bit of so-called 6th sense? Dont believe it? Hahahah...i havent believe it either but, i have to....coz it;s true!
Not the type of 6th sense like u watch on TV / movies. It;s different la... :-)
I can S.E.N.S.E the P.R.E.S.E.N.C.E of the D.E.A.D people - which means, ghosts, omens, ginnies, devils, etc...name it whatever, yes...i can sense them when they're around. Lemme give u some examples...

Story #1 - i went to a Show House in Kayangan Heights nearby Subang Impian heading to S.Alam 2(from my earlier posting, i said i want a house so bad...this was the time i started to house-hunting). Got 2 types of houses on Sale. So, we went to both Show Houses. The 1st Show House is a corner unit with fully furnished (modern type) & deco & whatever. The house looks cozy & bright. Nothing happens there, so we took sometime wandering around the house. After that, we went to another Show House. It;s at hillside. The area looks nice. When i entered the gate, i already felt uneasiness. But, i proceed to go in with the rest. As i entered, goosebumps all over my body. It's also fully furnished with classic oriental (chinese) style + deco & whatever. But, the house looks gloomy & a bit dark. I thot it's because of the classic looks in the house that makes me felt like that. But, as i wandered around the house, when i stepped on the 1st staircase, i felt like 'something' was following me. 'Something' which is bad. As if it;s angry that we entered the house. As i walked thru each rooms, i cannot stay for a few minutes. I just walked without stopping & hurrily usshered back to downstairs. The 'thing' was following every steps until i went out the house, at the garden & till i went out of the gate. After that, the 'thing' did not follow me anymore. This 'thing' was actually chasing me away! But, i can sense that this 'thing' was angry being intruded & the 'thing' is BAD... pity to those who bought that house. I'll continue later in Part 2.....oooooooooooooo......oooooooooo............

"Help to book flight, please..."

Had many funny experience with some funny people 'ere....
1 of my job is to book flight tickets a.k.a arrange travelling for staff who needs transportation or accomodation or visa renewal, etc, etc, etc.........

Then, there's 1 Director from Denmark. Of course he's a Danish. He is actually a nice guy...Dont trouble us in Admin much...but, when he request for his flight booking, his usual words are :
"Salimah,
please book the AirAsia flights. AK716 departing Singapore 21.20.
Usual request: priority seat, window seat at the front of the plane, no insurance, no check-in luggage.

Regards, Rene "
at first, what do u think about his sentence on the window seat?
we were LOL when we received his email. The impression was either he wants pilot seat
or he wants a seat right in front of aeroplane's nose...hahahahaha

Freezing Cold or Freaking Hot?

HOT! HOT! HOT!...but, i like this hot :-) :
Hmmm...Maersk full with annoying people.
We dont have own Maintenance Dept. So, most of the maintenance stuff, they'll approach Admin. So, anyway anyhow we'll entertain it. & we dont mind of doing it. Logically, there'll be no other departments are related to Maint thingy.
The thing is, they complaint too much. If it;s within reasonable area, we'll accept it & do in our best power to handle it. Sometimes, their complaints are way beyond the line. Unacceptable at times, childish at times, quite 'mengada-ngada' at times...heheheeh...
Like today, we receive a complaint from Customer Service Dept - "we are freezing cold!"

Huh!. Last time their complaint was "we are freaking hot" or "we are melting" or "we are burning hot"... oops! not hot like this...(but, they intend to do so...hahaha...if they're not satisfy with the temp condition) but, like this :
the main problem was building mgmt did not put the air-cond duct at their place. Their place is at the end + corner of the building & it needs longer extension to put it up. So, whoever sits at that place, will feel a bit warm compared to the rest sitting at the front + feeling really cold. If we put up the air-cond duct, the chances of their place to become a bit cold + cozy is low...So, at 1st, whenever we turned down the aircond temp, those who sits at the front will say "we are really cold! like in artic area". & vice versa if we turned up the aircond temp. This thing went on & on & on...
Then, we source for mobile air-cond / blower. The thing is, mobile aircond is too big & needs to make a hole in the wall so that, to put the excess water piping. Building management dont agree with it & they said that the new CF will be rejected by townhall. Furthermore, we dont have space to put the giant mobile air-cond. Then, the blower. Blower does not carry long life-span. If we get lucky, there;s chances that it can work up to 1 year. If not, maybe only a month. So, we decided it is not cost effective to have either 1 of the items.
Then, we started to urge the building management to put up the aircond duct. If the air is not cold enough, at least it wont make these people melting. Today some1 from the same dept who said that they r melting complaints again. "Why put this aircond duct at their place? Now we are freezing cold!"
Tell me...is this just plain stupid or what? It takes only logical thinking to get some answers. Do they only know how to complaint but do not know how to think deeper?
Sangat FRUST la dgn attitude depa....hmmmm

Searching is STILL On...

Found a job in Sudan - Khartoum. Same place as Iceman. Of course la different company. Tho' the job title is lower than now - Document Controller cum Admin Assistant, it's ok with me if they're paying me well + other benefits.
But, a few things i have to consider if they decided to choose me :
a) The salary they'll offer - is it a lump sum amount, which they only covers
a few benefits & the rest will be under my own expense or they offer me with
low salary & covers all benefits or they offer me quite reasonable salary
with 50-50 coverage of benefits
b) Culture - I know their ground rules towards expats. Those which i search in
the net only mention non-Muslim expats. What about Muslim expats? Do i have
to wear the abayas like their ladies? Or is it up to me as long as not
showing my cleavage, wear something loose (loose pants + shirt), shirt /
blouse must be 3rd quarter or long sleeve. This is their sudanese woman : & this is their Sudanese Man :
c) The house rental there is about RM12K per month for a 2-room apartment. I
havent found studio type or 1-room apartment yet. Hope this 1 will be
covered by the company & hopefully they'll give me the semi-furnished type
d) Utilities cost.
e) Annual Leave given i.e Home Leave - is it going to be once a year or once
every quarter of the year
f) Other benefits - sick leave, medical & dental coverage, allowances, OT,
pilgrimage, emergency leave, etc...etc...etc...
Hmmm.... i was thinking this morning. I am prepared to go there. Whatabout the company itself, do they prepared to send a woman to Sudan? How about my family??? Are they well prepared?........

Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani

S.W.E.E.T!!!! :-P

Say Hey Love - senipadu

Long Time No Hear, Gals!

hmmm....where are u guys hiding? we've been quite some time not get in touch...
any news? good...bad...so-so...? new job? just married? new boyfriend? new boss? new gadget? .... dah lama tak G.E.B.A.N.G rite...

French Kiss - Dream A Little Dream Of Me

Dream a little dream of me...lalalal.....hatiku berbuai...aaaaaaa........

Kevin Kline - La Mer

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........................!!!!
i've been looking for this song & the rest of the French Kiss songs....aaa....where i can get the CD? It'll give back all the memories...

aaah...it makes me 'fly' high in the sky...how lovely...! :-)

Soul Asylum - Runaway Train

Missed the good ole days in PPP/ITM...where i was struggling so hard to be among the best...where the pressure from mys sister was damn burning high...where i was trying to satisfy each 1 of them... where i dont have much frens - my sister chose frens for me...??!!!!...where i was not comfy to stay at her home due to her jealousy towards me & her hubby...where frens runaway from me because i was thinking so much how my sis' felt not what my frens felt...where i was being heartbroken...where everything seems to be on my shoulder until i couldnt bear it anymore... & in the end, i become like a runaway train... :

Hope i can go back to this time....where i should fight back to whatever my sis said to me...should fight back on what she was trying to control me & with who i was with...should accept my frens as how they accepted whoever i was...should tell my mom everything...should think about myself & how i feel instead of whatever she feels...should voice out about her jealousy & make her realize that i have no feelings toward her husband....should be mature on handling all these...but, to whom shall i rely on? i have no 1 to offer me a shoulder to cry on...
Now, i live in regrets..

Celine Dion - Pour Que Tu M'aimes Encore

Listen to the message said..."it's about some1 that u love so much"
Tell u the truth, this song makes me cry & remembers 'The One' every time i hear it. How heartbroken i was...How i miss him...

I am greatful to what had happenned to me & what i have now.
I believe that God will give back during the after world whatever that i cant get in this world. & he is 1 of it. Insya-Allah...

Lenka - Dont Let Me Fall

Love it!
C.U.T.E :-P

Mariah Carey - Obsessed

Lenka - The Show

S.W.E.E.T!

My Biggest Loser...???

What shall i do? Day in day out, as if i'm not doing a lot of things. I dont cook everyday...i dont wash everyday...i dont mop the floors everyday...i dont dust everyday...i dont iron clothes everyday....the things that i do everyday is clearing all the mess that Idlan & Isyraf do...i make up the beds everyday....i ensure all the things at its place everyday...i pack Isyraf's food for his long hour school...i pack Idlan's stuff as well....these are the things that keep me move everyday...

I cook only a few times a week...wash about 3 times a week....mop the floors about twice a week....dusting once a week...sometimes i iron clothes only once for the whole week supply & sometimes it'll be 3 times a week...no matter whether i do a lot of things or less things daily, i will not easily sweat....weird tho'....what shall i do???

Now i am thinking of doing something else...as an additional to what i do everyday... : Exercise at home - perhaps lunges, pilates, abs & arm exercise or line dances...

But, 1st thing 1st...before i can start doing all this, i need a few things to be done... :
a) Wash 1 of my sport shoes so that i can use it inside my house
b) Find another gym mat - Reebok perhaps...the 1 that i bought from Giant (RM29.90)
is not worth at all...Looks thick, but it;s actually a low quality sponge. When i lay down on it, it;s like lying down on the floor with a thin cloth between me & floor. What a waste! Cost buying the Reebok gym mat is about RM60
c) Buy a gym ball together with the CD. Also the cost is about RM60
d) Take out all my old yoga / exercise pants + gym socks...these are not only for indoor exercise, but, also for my outdoor exercise (basically just walking up & down the stairs...hahahah...hei...my house is at 10th floor...
(hahaha...wish could have these bumps & this sexy pants)
e) I should spare a pair of sport shoes in my car. Whenever i arrive home, i should take the staircase instead to climb up to 10th floor...hehehe... :-)

Hope to be 1 of this :

Attemps to Buy a House

I was trying to buy a house since last 10 years. But, by looking at my financial situation i.e salary, i wont have the chance. The house cost is much much more than my buying power. I didnt have side income. Only depends on the salary, annual increment, bonuses, allowances & OTs. Yet, it was not enough. The house cost increases much faster compared to my income - yearly basis. Made me unable to grab a dream home.....
Within that 10 long years, i planned for increments. I add my workload. I changed the process. I reduced redundancies. I eliminated a few steps. In fact, every single long work that i had to do, i changed it into more effective & efficient way. I registered almost everything into Kaizen or OPI or QCC just wanted to prove to my x-boss that i'm good! I was actively get involved in many activities / projects held by the dept. But, it seems that he & she didnt even saw it. They put all those things in their KPIs & appraisels, i was the 1 who did it, but at last, it became theirs...what a pathetic!... ....& so, there goes my dream home with my dream future & pathetic attitude boss + superior...
So, i seeked for a new job with a lot higher salary. It was a definite decision to leave them & the company behind. It;s time for me to move on...
When, started to work here, i thot i'll be able to buy a dream home. But, it seems that the value of my dream home keep going up & up & up much faster than what i earned. Makes me feel frustrated again!
The 1 that makes me heartbroken is a house in Kemuning Utama. Booked a house there, even paid the d/payment, but, bank wont give us the loan!....aaarrgghhh...!!!!!
Then, with 1/2-heartedly, i booked a house in pinggiran USJ, with low price directly from developer.....again, frustrated!...Only MBSB granted a loan with additonal RM20K to be paid to developer or get another NAME to be part of loan acquire....At last, cancelled the purchase...
Then, saw the Mutiara Anggerik at Section 15. Intended to buy it (14th Floor), but, the same thing happenned again. Already have many commitments. So, bank wont grant a loan......
Then, something happened that made me have to move to Kondo Sri Pelangi at Batu 3. The owner offered the house to us about RM113K. Still waiting for loan to be approved. . Should be no problem to purchased it. Coz the purchase price is less than RM250K. Hmmm...actually i dont hope for anything... :-(
Then, went to see the Subang Andaman. Booked it also. The intention is to get both house in hand. 1 will be as a future investment. 1 will be own occupied. Hope to get this 1 also...hmmm.....
Now u guys know, how many attempts that i did to get a dream home... :-l

Ramadhan is coming....

Ramadhan is coming....Ramadhan is coming...yeyeyyeyey!
Am i prepared? Not really....just eat lesser (ya! i am on diet, remember...?)heheheh...cant wait for it to come, coz having "puasa" at the office is the most challenging at the moment. Well, i work with non-muslims. & we have 2 pantries at the office + microwaves. FOr those who "tapau" food from home, of course, will be reheating their food using the microwave. & the smell....aaaarrgghh....! Sometimes tempting...sometimes make my stomach growling...hahahahaha....!

My suchnsuch09.blogspot

I am trying to create an online biz - suchnsuch09.blogspot the name. Still learning. Trying to sell anything. But, what i love most is the swarovski crystal. Still gathering info, how to make it visible / popular to others, trying to gather some pictures on the net or off-net, soooo many things to do...it;s not as simple / easy as what i thot. It's hard actually. I'm trying my best to update it all & might introduce it to my FB frens. I think this is 1 way of making it happening...
Hope frens, pls help me...make this happen. This is 1 of the things that i wanna do...

5th Day on JDM5

hmmm...i was trying to update this blog yesterday & this morning from my office, seems that there were errors. I typed...typed...& typed...but, at the end, unable to save it...arrrggghh...!
Now, it's a gamble...seems ok...hope so.
3rd day of using JDM5 - i weigh myself & frustrated. No gain & no lose. No change at all! Not even a single 0.1 pound...???
Maybe i'm full of pact fat...or compressed fat...hahahaha! That's why it;s so hard for me to lose weight & in the end become frustration. This morning, i weigh again. Wallah! I lose 2 pounds....hoooreeeyyyy...! i almost jumping & down in my bedroom then, i realized i'll be late for work if i keep on wondering & smiling...hehehehe
My target is to lose at least about 20 pounds...which is equivalent to 10kg...sounds realistic for the moment, isn't it?
Wish to have this body...hahahah...